I just hit 30 series!

Peace be upon you, readers! 

I haven't posted for a while but I did posted a few on my tumblr account in 2019 until 2021 👀 HAHAHA Well yeah it is already 2025!

People said life begins at 30! 😂😆 Thus I am quite excited to experience my 30 series journey. Just a quick recap on my life journey after 2019 - I further my study in postgrad life in education- received my diploma in education certificate with a distinction 💮😚 Alhamdulillah🎕

I started my first job in April 2021 (aged 26) as a Bahasa Melayu Teacher in SM Tsung Wah Kuala Kangsar after tons of resumes being blasted to private education sectors LOL! I'm so grateful 😭 Indeed that was my 1st journey as a teacher! In October 2021, I had an online SPP Interview - just hoping to have my 1st posting as a government teacher - again Alhamdulillah 😭 I got accepted and the offer letter was sent to me on Jhope's birthday; 18th February 2022 💜 but then again why Sarawak at the 1st place? 😂 

I was totally blurred and my mind was blank cause as far as I know I never choose Sarawak as my option HAHAHA I remembered that my 1st choice was Perak (my hometown state) & Penang as my 2nd choice. I just realized that I am single and available therefore KPM would just rather put any single ladies or lads to Borneo- so again, just go with the flow -pasrah kata orang gituuu 😏

1st posting in Samarahan at the age of 27 -well you rock girl! AHAHAH On 4th April 2022, I went to my workplace (mind you, it's just the beginning of Ramadan). Exactly on that day, without any proper orientation (where my friends had theirs) I met my 1st students and expected to teach Science already LMAOOO 😝 1st day as a teacher of course I didn't plan to teach yet -get to know your students first! but by the time after school, I was anxious to download digital Science textbooks and started to plan my lesson plans throughout the whole week!

Well, I got to teach 3 subjects at that time which includes Form 2 Science, Form 2 Pendidikan Moral and Peralihan Amalan Bahasa Melayu. Those two subjects -Moral & ABM were my 1st time! 😂 Nevertheless, I truly enjoyed teaching those subjects because they're fun! hehe

My 2nd year in Samarahan, (2023) I got teach four Form 1 Science Classes - so this is actually easier for me to plan the lesson plans. Just imagine before this I had to prepare 3 different types of lesson plans because of 3 different subjects! 😆 My life gets better because I'm trying to adapt well after some time living in Sarawak.

My 3rd year which is last year; 2024 - I carried forward the four science classes that I teach before - basically they're form 2 students 😎 Oh quite exciting to see their progress especially during laboratory experiments & group works. I'm a proud teacher HAHA I could see much difference compared to their young phase transition from 12 years old to 13 years old 😂 I could say most of them are getting mature when they reached 14teen hehe.

In 2025, my 1st students in Samarahan have reached 17teen so they are getting prepared to sit for the national exam, Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia (SPM) 2025. I pray that all of them will get flying color results and make their parents proud! May they fly high in tertiary education and finally they are able to get their dream jobs in Shaa Allah 💪😊 May success will always be with you guys👊

Anyway, since I entered 30 series 😂 I pray that Allah SWT will ease everything for me -especially my career development 😎 I still have another 30 years of service hence I would always want to be the best version of myself in shaa Allah. Oh, I am still single guys 😹 The truth is I am okay HAHA It's just that I don't know how to search for my other half -it's legit guys I don't know HAHAHAHA I've never get to know the opposite gender and the fact that I don't search for him too herher 

I think I have set quite high standards because of Jeon Jungkook 🐰💜 Nah ... is it possible to have a husband with 2 sets of qualities ; a provider & a protector but at the same time as cute & handsome as Jeon Jungkook? 😂😂😂 If this truly happen, I will let you guys know! HAHAHA It's just that please pray that I meet my other half one fine day ya. It's just the matter of time. Most of my friends are married and have kids 😏 I know I am getting older but I believe Allah knows the right time for me 😁 Just chill and enjoy this life - keep on saving money because my Tannies will have their comeback in 2025 💜💜💜💜💜💜

Warm regards,

Sujaihah Badik 🐰

Life must go on 💪

Hello readers! Lama betul tak update entry baru. Hehe. Maaf kerana agak sibuk dengan urusan duniawi. Rasanya semua sedia maklum bahawa Sujaihah sudah 5 Bulan bekerja dalam makmal medical. Pengalaman yang bermakna malah perit juga untuk dilalui. Siapa sangka Sujaihah yang lembik & manja 🙄 mampu hidup berdikari hahahha. Seorang Sujaihah Badik akan mampu mengadaptasi situasi apabila dalam keadaan yang genting 😂 Namun begitu, dia juga punyai hati yang rapuh. 5 Bulan training membuka mindanya untuk menimbang tara baik buruk pengalaman bekerja di Bangi. Suatu keputusan yang tepat untuk menamatkan perkhidmatan selepas 6 bulan. Skills yang dipelajari menambah pengalaman dan pengetahuan. Mungkin ada diluar sana yang berasa rugi jika dia tidak meneruskan perkhidmatan tetapi beringatlah bahawa anda tidak berada dalam situasinya makanya jangan menilai sesuka hati. Semua orang ingin menceburi profession yang diminati begitu juga Sujaihah Badik. Semoga segala urusannya untuk mencari pekerjaan yang sangat sesuai buatnya akan dipermudahkan oleh Allah SWT 🤗 Rezeki Allah ada di mana-mana. Cepat atau lambat sahaja. Bersangka baik dengan Maha Pemurah. Semoga Kita semua tergolong dalam kalangan orang-orang yang dimurahkan rezeki olehNya Amin 😻

Tidak Produktif 😣

Salam guys. Hari ni tiba2 Badik rasa nak luah kekesalan & macam2 lagilah. Okay, Alhamdulillah almost 3 months kerja. First 2 months bahagian lab service which means kerja2 makmal. Memang susah hard core ade shift balik lambat kenkadang rasa nak give up but towards the end of the 2nd month I found myself transform into better person,why? Dulu ade masalah speed utk 1st month sampai kena panggil masuk meeting room jumpa Dr Wong and Cindy 😂 macam ade masalah discipline je lol 😂 tapi diberi peluang & yes, I can do it .I felt satisfied with my hardwork.


But then I need to attend UTM 61st convocation so I applied for leave around 4 days. Lab manager jumpa I & said I want you to train in office. It's up to your mentor to put you in IP or CS. Mula2 rasa happy sebab okay boleh balik office hour. Masuk2 je office, I got nothing to do. Entah rasa macam kena treat betul2 macam budak intern je. Dulu, company ade tawarkan kerja permanent so that's why dlm lab mmg kena treat macam staff, kerja mmg separuh nak mati 😅 dah 2 minggu kerja I hanyalah buat filing guys. Kau rasa?! Sangat tidak produktif. Fyi ni keje yg sepatutnya despatch boy buat. Tapi mentor suruh I buat jadi buatlah dgn redho. Macam mana nak isi monthly report untuk bulan ni sebab rasa macam tak belajar apa2. 5 perkara kot kena isi 😭


Korang mesti kata eh, tak bersyukur ke? Ye tahu kena bersyukur tapi I tak tahan hidup macam ni. Serious rasa macam tak dihargai makanya terdetik perasaan aku nak angkat kaki, nak apply kerja lain. Tolonglah ya Allah murahkan rezekiku. Amin 😭 Waktu ni lah tiba2 tengah sengkek takde duit. Ye hidup Aku mewah dulu tapi tak lah semewah orang yang betul2 Kaya tu. Term nya "berkemampuan" sebab dapat biasiswa JPA & tiap2 bulan Abah mesti masukkan duit. Memang tak pernah pun merasa nak ikat perut waktu zaman study kat UTM. Tengok kawan2 ikat perut makan Maggie adelah. Sekarang dgn allowance yg sikit, Lepas tu rasa macam company tak hargai value Kita, Badik Chan beli Maggie 2 packs guys! Dah berhari dinner maggie 😭 sehari at least habiskan RM 6 makan dekat kantin. Sebab nak jimat ni hujung Bulan sedihnyaaa 😭 my life turns 360 degrees!

Congratulations Badik Chan 🎓🎉💐

Alhamdulillah. All praises to Allah SWT 💕 I've finally made it 😊 To those who have been with me for all the time, thank you very much. May Allah bless you with His countless blessings in Shaa Allah 🤗

4 years journey with blood, sweat & tears has come to an end. Anxiety, pressures, heartache are now memories. UTM Skudai has transformed me into a diligent & independent lady. I learnt to be strong & don't give up no matter what happens.

"It doesn't matter if I am not everyone's cup of tea because some prefer other beverages. Nobody knows me better than the Almighty. It's my creator that I should be trying to please. Let him be the judge. Ignore all the negative vibes from the toxic people 🤗"

Wan Sujaihah Binti Meor Hissan

Bachelor of Science (Biology)

UTM Skudai, Malaysia 

Fresh graduate & working life 🔬

Salam all! I haven't posted for a while as I'm quite busy with my current life.huhu Actually I'm doing my internship with DNA Laboratories Sdn Bhd in Bangi for 6 months under MTDC graduate employibility  program. So this 6 months is like a probation period. Today marks the 1st month training in general screening lab & so far is okay but still I couldn't run from stress 😂

To be honest, as a fresh graduate who majors in Biosciences I have no experience with medical laboratory. Hence you can expect me with zero knowledge huhu. What I learnt during degree life is just a few basic techniques in molecular biology which involves PCR & gel electrophoresis for 16srRNA. Mostly I learnt theories and lack of lab hands on. I was quite tensed up when I was given SOP & this involves Histology & Pathology oh my god 😂 back in UTM I learnt animal physiology & immunology 😂 yes Allah's knowledge is very very wide.

Everyday here is a learning process. We are required to work from Monday until Saturday (half-day). Everyone here is very hardworking 👍 Since it's a private lab with ISO Quality Management System hence this company has a certain key performance indicators. It's not easy & I could say it's a hardcore training but I won't give up & try to be competent 💪 The environment is very healthy with helpful colleagues and supervisors. One of my colleagues always motivates me. Thank you so much & I'll try to cope well with my lab work journey.

I hope I can grow along with this company together with everyone. I don't know if I will stay but if it's fate maybe there's something good that Allah has set for me. I pray to be strong and could contribute to this ummah 💪 May Allah ease everything for you and for me 💕


Yours sincerely,
Badik Chan 🌟

Duniawi 🙄

Assalamualaikum. Ok lah post kali ni dalam Bahasa Melayu 😬✌ Dah lama tak update blog jadi saja nak tulis~ Harap2 tiada makcik2 bawang akan screenshot & membawang pasal info terkini Badik la ye dok 🙊 Macam la tak tahu perangai sorang2 cenggitu 😏 Tak serik2 nak makan daging kawan sendiri. Entah bila nak sedar pun tak tahulah. Sebelum meninggal or kiamat sila sedarkan diri ya Makcik2 Bawang. Huhu Ni pun peringatan untuk diri sendiri. Kalau sendiri nak buka pekung di dada satgi Kita pun sama ja macam depa tu. Takmo2 No No!! Badik budak baik. Toksoh terpengaruh eh dengan depa 🙊 hehe

Info terkini ; Wan Sujaihah Binti Meor Hissan. Graduan UTM Skudai jurusan Sains Biologi. Sedang mempersiapkan diri untuk memasuki alam pekerjaan. In Shaa Allah akan menjalani latihan industri selama 6 bulan di Bangi di bawah program MTDC MOE. Semoga dipermudahkan segala urusan & diserap masuk oleh industri setelah 6 bulan. Perancangan lain: sementara berkerja ingin memohon guru mrsm (supaya dipanggil interview & mendapat jawatan kerajaan) Masih muda berusia 23 tahun jadi tiada komitmen. Oleh itu, tidak kisah sekiranya ditempatkan di Sabah/Sarawak/sekitar Malaysia 😬 Peluang perlu dicari. Jika ada kemahuan, di situ ada jalan 💪 Menunggu Konvokesyen UTM ke-61 November 2018 🎓🎉 Buat masa ini menjadi Suri rumah yang tidak bertauliah 😂 Belajar memasak dengan Abah. Skill mengemas masih amateur kahakakahak 😝 Bila dah masak penat nak mengemas. Aishhhh perlu persiapkan diri sebelum berkeluarga. Tidak terfikir untuk berkeluarga lagi kerana masih anak Abah yang manja 🙊 Cuma perlu berdoa daripada sekarang sahaja lah ditemukan jodoh dengan orang yang baik 😂 Prioriti buat masa sekarang fokus dengan kerjaya. Jika ada peluang untuk sambung master (mmg dapat pun UTM 😂, yuran mahal gilaa) akan difikirkan. Abah kata dia akan teruskan 1080 kalau adik sambung belajar lagi 😏 Tapi berdasarkan pengalaman serik dah nak belajar. Takpelah ada rezeki in Shaa Allah itu saja 🤗✨


Dah2 tu je. Nanti ade pulak yang melebih2 lepas baca entry baru ni 🙄 ok Byeeee. Assalamualaikum


Badik Chan 😎

People change

Peace be upon you. I find it weird when suddenly people who aren't interested in reading my blog before this would be my silent readers for my latest post 😂 Thank you. In this holy month, I think Allah wanted to show His mercy on me that there are certain people who are curious *solely labelled as bawang* here. I didn't intend to provoke anyone that's why I didn't even post any link to share oh I'm talking trash about others on my latest post! Here read this post! I'm telling a sizzling news about fakers! If you are offended this shows that you are one of the fakers then. Hypothesis is accepted 😂 We are humans, not a saint. Everyone makes mistakes. I know I am not holy. The reason I posted the previous entry is because I wanted to express myself on what I have been through. Ok let me tell you straight, will you be okay enduring yourself doing your fyup without any supports? I bet nobody can handle the stress. Of course you will at least have a friend to cry on but in my case? Do I have any??? *I do have one but the reason I felt sad is because someone who is once closed to me is not the one who I can rely on. It makes me sad why people can change out of sudden 😢 It feels awkward & I was praying a lot before this but it didn't seem alright. The bonds that are meant to be repaired are still hanging without a word. I don't want to hurt myself anymore. I've been reflecting myself a lot too. Maybe I did a lot of sins that's why Allah tested me like this. I felt like a ruthless friend when I couldn't even give advice like praying 5 times a day will be enough as a Muslim. I felt ashamed although I joined Usrah & learned about Tarbiyah I couldn't give dakwah to those who aren't aware about 5 times prayers which is the simplest thing to do as a Muslim. I want us to be able to go to Jannah. It's not that I hate you but silently I'm praying for you. I'm lost & confused. Are you still considering me as your precious friend or actually a friend on name (direct translation from BM 😂 kawan atas nama sahaja, sebab tu saya rasa itu penipuan semata2). I love you but I don't think you love me as I do 😅 I hope everyone can change to be better. Just pray to Allah so that we will be able to be a true Muslim in Shaa Allah 😊

Will be graduating soon

Salam. Hi there. I hope nobody will come across this post because I felt like cursing (opsss in this holy month of Ramadan 😀) Yes! I will be graduating soon. Just had my structural biology online test. What's left is final exam *I didn't study yet because yesterday was crazy, submission of spiral bound thesis & guess what after viva which was the 6 days before submission was like hell! I didn't get enough sleep. Got stomach ache 2/3 times went to toilet & flushed everything out leaving my stomach empty and I was fasting 😠. I didn't go back to my own room because I found it disturbing to do all my work there. It was a better choice to be a nomad, haha sorry Tikah & Dila. I slept over at your rooms & had sahur until today. I wasn't planning on going back but I have to because I didn't have my clothes as well as my laundry is getting bigger. I need to set time to wash all the clothes. And I am confused as my exam is starting on 30th May and a sudden change of Kakak Naqibah & she told me I have to attend mukyyam dahili on 25th & 26th OMG I don't know. Everything is too fast and I haven't study for the upcoming exam like seriously?😩😧😥 Why is my life is too pathetic? I guess that I'm easily triggered with petty little things. I was pissed off easily although it's not a big deal. BUT WHY WOULD YOU MAKE ME LIKE THIS? THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT TO BEGIN WITH SO I'M NOT SO SORRY HAHAHAHAHAA. 4 years friendship in University revealed everyone's dark side which make me feel like puking. I hate to say this but I think most of my friends are fake 😏 Hence, they are not trustworthy only a few which I consider my close ones. Even the one who once closed to me are far away out from my reach and I don't regret it as I felt relieved your true color disgust me. That's why I'm leaving. I don't feel emotional & I don't feel eager to participate in photo session like previous semesters. I feel like please let me finish already and disappear. I don't want to have any involvement with you. I want to live my life freely from negative vibes *ONE OF THE FACTORS WHY I DEACTIVATE TWITTER ACCOUNT* So probably contacting a few people who are NOT FAKE after graduation will do 😊😊😊I hope THE FAKERS are not reading this 😂😂😂If they did, I pray to Allah SWT that they will reflect their behavior as well as taking time to ponder. HAHAHAHAHAH Amin. May the fakers get some light to go to the right path in shaa Allah hehe. So, job hunting? Are you ready??? Good luck dear self!

Busy life ☢⚠☠

Peace be upon you, readers! Hey I'm back posting new entry for new year. Happy new year although it is kind of late 😂 The last post was in October 2017 after I had my proposal presentation. It was the hardest part I'd encountered and I almost gave up. Hey, there's always a rainbow after rain. Allah has planned something wonderful in the end that's why I am still alive survived from the previous months.

Here I am working in lab for my final year project. May Allah ease everything for me. To be honest I'm tired. Everyday I go to the lab working overtime. I just need to hang in there & I know I can do this in Shaa Allah. Miracle does happen for the last semester. He knows I'm struggling so hard yet he grands me excellent result for semester 7 final examination. I didn't expect much because 4th year life is super duper busy *I studied last minute & my brain hurts so much sometimes I just answered the possible answers that I guess they are logic lol 😂 with tons of assignment they made me shed into tears.

Apart from that, I just figured out I am caffeine intolerance. After midsem break, I had 3 tests & I wasn't finished studying so I ended up drinking coffee to stay awake. That night I couldn't sleep. I had difficulty in breathing & I was in a state of tachycardia 😷 my anxiety & stress levels increased rapidly leading to tremors. Luckily I had a blood test to figure out my health condition & it seems fine thank goodness! However, the Dr prescribed me with 20mg/day propanolol to reduce my anxiety. To be honest, I am so sad because I am away from my family & I have to take care of myself. I went to the Dr alone & figure out my health status alone it made me stressed out as I feel like nobody loves or cares me. That's because I'm stuck here in Johor & my family members are in Perak. However I know that they are aware about myself because we keep in touch on family WhatsApp group & sometimes I received their calls. 

What makes me stressed more is about my lab work. I am a beginner & I have to start from scratch. I learnt from zero & got scolded while gaining knowledge. It hurts so much at the beginning but then I feel like I can cope with it as time goes by. Everything I learnt by myself, YouTube, research gate forum just name it. Luckily I have a great companion, a master student who helped me a lot. Thanks Kak Ina. May Allah repay your kindness 🌸

I think I could proudly say that I am mature now as I sacrifice my holiday *semester break for the sake of my future to graduate on time. I miss my family I really do but I have to bear just a little bit more & this nightmare will turn into a happy dream. I have faith in Allah SWT & I believe He will ease everything for me in Shaa Allah. Amin ya Rab!

Final year student,
Badik Chan Qowiyyyy 💪

Ungrateful 🙂

I was informed that I have passed my proposal presentation but I feel nothing at all. Am I feeling ungrateful? 🙂 I should thank Allah but I'm not satisfied. My mark is not too great & I think it is kind of low but not the lowest compared to the other friends. To me this is not what I want. I hate myself for freaking out during that time. It is kind of annoying when people boast about their achievements haha yeah Allah heard your prayers but not mine so it feels awful to be honest ✌ This is just my feelings so I hope if you happen to read this, don't feel offended herher 💁 Maybe my prayers will be heard in the future. It depends on Allah anyway. I just have to believe in Him & of course myself for not giving up. I should be grateful for what I have after all this time. Hence, just take a good care of yourself. FYUP is not everything because you still have other subjects to score 😌 keep on studying & do the best instead of thinking you are useless or an idiot just because of FYUP hahahhaa.
A reminder to ponder;
If you think you are stupid, then why are you a university student? 😊 You are a diamond that will shine bright someday. Silly things like overthinking will ruin yourself more so keep on moving forward because you will excel this journey in Shaa Allah 🌸

Unlucky

Hey peeps 😶
Yesterday, I had my proposal presentation & I think that was the worst state in my life. However, I don't think it is much more worse compared to when I had my 1st lab test for microbiology 😌💦 my examiner for the lab test & for my proposal presentation is the same person. I felt like an idiot being attacked by fundamental questions. Some of those I couldn't answer. I really am so frustrated & my current mood is mentally unstable. I don't feel like talking. I refuse to have conversations with my friends it's not because I don't want to but I don't have any moods. Please, why do I feel so down to earth. I don't want to look like a fool. I worked on it & it disappoints me too much. I AM NOT OKAY. Sometimes it makes me wonder does anybody care about me? I rarely call Abah お父さん because my invalid reason is I don't have time & it makes me feel bad as a daughter too. Why is this life so hard? This life is just for a while but it seems like a thousand years with lots of challenges & problems. I understand why certain people are missing in action. I tried to be positive but I am not strong enough to put a fake smile & enjoy this trashing degree life 😬 I hope that I can pass my proposal presentation because I hate it if I need to represent * hopefully not. The worst day had passed but I don't want to be in that situation again. I need to attend Viva once I have finished my project & thesis submission too would be much more hard 😭
I doubt why God chose me to be in this journey. I feel like giving up but I want to graduate. Am I going to be a scientist one fine day? Regretting why I took Biology/pure sciences in degree because the pressure is too much. However I know Allah puts me in this hard time because He knows I can handle this burden. But I don't expect much from myself 😭 I try to be positive. I want to have faith in Him. But still negative thoughts kept on tormenting me 😣 why why why? It's easy to say you just have to be calm, move on & let it go. But IT IS NOT SIMPLE. TRY TO PUT YOURSELF IN MY SHOES. I WANT TO END THIS SOON BADLY BUT THE HELL LIFESTYLE IS JUST THE BEGINNING. I HATE MYSELF FOR BEING PARANOID. I DON'T BELONG HERE. I MISS MY LATE MOM. IF ONLY I COULD SHARE THIS WITH HER. I WILL BE SO BLESSED.

Sayonara USM 🎓

Morning peeps! Peace be upon you. Although I have been rubbing my eyes a few times, I just can't believe that I have finished my 3 months internship at School of Biological Sciences, USM Penang.

I told you before, that I'm counting days to end this as soon as possible. Alhamdulillah mission accomplished 😂💚 I'm a bit free for a week without any lab works. *Feeling free and relief 😁😁😁 I'm on cloud nine (jumping)

Anyway, there must be a hikmah/lesson learnt from this journey. I think Allah gives me the taste of "FYUP" (final year undergraduate project) so I do now know how am I supposed to face my final year which will start this early September 😰 He trains me to prepare mentally & physically before I enter my next phase.

3 months full of tears. I cried almost every week because of stress. I hope I can handle stress for FYUP after this in Shaa Allah. Well, that's because I learnt something new which is not that exactly related to Biology but more towards chemistry. My supervisor is expert in Nanobiotech therefore, I helped my mentor(master student) to synthesise nanoparticles. Besides, Dr is trying to do research on application so I got a mini project to test the real sample from industrial fish waste & the aim of the study is to study the adsorption of protein on Cellulose nanocrystal/ magnetic nanoparticles.

I remembered Dr Yazmin brought me to a fish factory & we collected the samples there. I met a few of her friends that collaborate with her project & they are from materials engineering department. I tend to think that if I study Biology, I will be a biologist forever but this changed my mind 360 degree. You will learn a lot of new things which is out of your comfort zone and of course different fields. (Tiba2 masuk engineering weh 😭) So can you understand my feelings now? Why am I so stressed?

Moreover, almost everyday, if I have to synthesise Cellulose nanocrystal, I must walk to School of Industrial Technology with my mentor to do the lab works. I usually don't stay at SBS's lab 😅 and the process is too long. Almost 2 weeks that finally you can freeze dry your sample from 20g isolated oil palm trunk that has been treated with mechanical treatments.

I am stress but I know my mentor is facing the problem too. I feel blessed to have her as my mentor . She is being so tolerate with me. I am not a quick learner. My lab skill is so-so. Because of anxiety & stress sometimes it is hard to handle the equipments. (Hopefully, I don't have essential tremor) I will remember you, Yee Ying Chuin 🌸 All the best for your master journey 🎓

This is a thread I have made before & posted on Facebook/Twitter. I hope it helps especially for my juniors.

A thread for pure/industrial Biology students who secure their internship placement at School of Biological Sciences, USM 🎓

1)First of all, it's a government Institution hence there will be no allowance provided.

2)Training is mainly focus on research works. So there will be tons of labworks. Tbh it is very tiring 😅.

3)SV chooses you.(UTM students) you will meet & recognise them for the first time meeting 😂.

4)Project given is based on SV's expertise. As for me, Dr Yazmin deals with Nanobiotech. What I did is synthesizing nanoparticles.

5)you will help your mentor's project work (master/PhD) it depends on your SV to give a mini project. I got a mini project too.

6)mini project won't be completed in 3 months 😂 serious talk. Because time is limited & too many things need to be done.unless you're GENIUS.

7)Mini project is like FYP. You need to study at the same time planning experiment with your mentor. Indeed it's stressful(haven't done FYP).

8)ex:Dr plans, CNC production,immobilised & desorb GOX, Bradford assay, ABTS assay, SDS PAGE, FTIR. I did only:CNC, MNP,SDS PAGE & Bradford.

9)instead of studying enzyme GOX, I did the real sample testing (fishwaste water) to study the adsorption of protein on nanoparticles.

10)your work will not only related to Biology.As for me, this project is more towards chemistry. So you can imagine all the calculations etc.

11)If you get a project related to chemistry, make sure to revise your analytical chemistry/biochemistry/bioorganic during 1st year.

12)only chemistry students know about adsorption kinetics ( Langmuir & Freundlich) I don't understand this 😂.

13)Every week, there will be a meeting for your progress report hence please prepare slides, be ready & deliver your presentation 😎.

14)SV will ask you weird questions. Don't freak out! Your mentor will be there to defend you 😂.

15)A farewell party for you is a must at the end of your internship day. SVs and mentors will make a lot of surprises for you 😍.


Warm regards,
Badik Chan Qowiyyyy 💪

Despair 😢

Peace be upon you, readers! I hope my silent reader is still following my posts lol 😂 as I'm a bit busy recently. You know who you are. Thanks for asking me before, I appreciate your concern hehe 💚

This marks my 1st month adapting my internship at School of Biology in USM Penang. I just realized that I'm not into this working environment at all. Besides, the project given is something new for me to discover yet it is out of my comfort zone! I haven't deal with nanoparticles or nanobiotech 😅💦 this is so related to chemistry work. I feel like an idiot 😫 I always tend to overthink & end up knowing that oh the calculation sometimes is simple but I couldn't even get it. I know I am so noob, I always ask how & why yet my mentor helped me a lot but still I feel like I am a burden for her sorry YC 😥

I'm trying my best to help you but I do a lot of mistakes too. I think I am too paranoid hurmm, I hope YC wouldn't think bad about me etc. There's too many things in my mind. This just led me stress and I burst out tears 😭 I just want 3 months will pass quickly. Another thing is that every week, we will have a meeting & should present our progress report. I know there's a benefit for both parties, but still when the Professors criticize your bad experiment result, it will led your spirit down. Yes, I certainly know that they are trying to put us back on the right track etc but I am a sensitive person. I usually couldn't handle this kind of situation too. I hope my next meeting will be a smooth sailing journey for me. May Allah ease everything in Shaa Allah 🙏

I still think that I am a crybaby. People said that all the experiences & hardships you have gone through will help you to be mature but that doesn't affect me at all. 😭😭😭 I want my Abah to be here & take a good care of me, I know I am a spoilt brat but I don't care. Who else is going to support me besides Abah & my siblings. It hurts a lot when you know that you can't share your story to your mom. If only Mom is still alive. I know I'm going to have a long conversation on the phone & cryyyyyy 😭

Please appreciate your parents while they are still there for you. Once, they are gone, I am sure you're going to miss them like crazy. You are the luckiest person if you still have both of your parents who can motivate you. As for me, only my prayer is for my late Mom. Al Fatihah 😢 If you happen to read this new entry, pray for me. I hope Allah will ease everything for you too in shaa Allah 💚

Warm regards,
Badik Chan Qowiyyyy 💪

Back home 🌟

Peace be upon you 💚

This is the time for me to express my feelings into words. Haha I'm glad to be able to. Just look at my current situation, it's semester break, guys! *Smiling from ear to ear 😁😁😁

Actually, my sem break starts on Jan 9th to be specific and will end soon during my birthday 😭 I might celebrate my 22nd birthday alone while thinking about my unfortunate fate on why should I be back to Uni so early *crying under pillows.
10th February, that's a date to remember 🌟 Take note,please my silent reader@ future soulmate 😂💚

On this date, she, the love of your life is born. You should appreciate her, love her, protect her, withstand with her childish behaviour, guide her to the right path, trust her and the most important thing is devotion 💌

Why am i feeling shy out of sudden 😂 It's like I'm writing to my future spouse.
Nahhh everybody wants to be loved. Let's spread the love & live happily ever after "Cliché"🙄🙄🙄

That's enough, shoo shoo those fluffy vibes right now 😂

Staying at home is a bless but that's just for a couple of days to be honest. I felt lonely 😂 there's nobody here except me myself & dad. Luckily, we had a trip to Kota Kinabalu, Sabah for 5 days & 4 nights with my brother, sister in-law & baby niece ✈ That's my third time visit as I have been there before with dad whenever I encounter my semester break. My sister works there as a medical officer in Queen Elizabeth Hospital 1. I hope she will be back to serve for Penisular Malaysia as it's not easy to meet her 😭 you never know how much I miss her. It's like you'll be meeting her once half a year. We had fun because the trip is adventurous & mostly what we do is food hunting! Hahahah 😂😂😂
My family is known as food hunters. Well that's because we love to eat!!! I seriously like to gobble anything that is finger licking good haha then, I'll be insane ranting on Twitter that I'm getting fat lol those evil lipids love to stay on my cheek making it even chubbier oh no I'm totally annoyed 😣😣😣😣

So I come up with a solution to exercise 😆 I don't prefer jogging as I need to get ready wearing my sport attire & scarf. It's time consuming!!! I love to do something indoor where nobody can judge me nor see me.haha I browsed back my old folders containing my KPop dance step videos* oh I was once a KPopper 😂 There are a lot of options from Super Junior, B2st, Shinee, DBSK, SNSD hahaha just name it! Lol
I just dance whatever steps that I think might be possible to let me drench with sweat. Hey, I am a bad dancer! I don't know how to dance seriously. My body is so stiff lol glad this is indoor , I can do what I want hahaha 😆😆😆 because the Boom Boom Dance Step Super Junior is a bit extreme like hell 😂 I dropped my glass. Hahaha the glass flew out of the frame while I was doing the vigorous activity! Hilarious 😂😂😂😂 that's my funny experience to share with you.lol

I went to Ipoh to watch Football match between Perak and Pahang. The match is so-so but still you feel angry whenever the ball hits the pole. Hurmm, there were many people & my brother told me that we need to be there an hour early. After maghrib prayer we hopped on a motorcycle & drove there. The road was congested!! It's a smart choice to ride on a motorbike instead of driving a car. I bought a mafla- "Kejor Yeop Kejor, Perak" tagline on it 😂 ahahha
The next day, I spent my weekend with my baby niece. My brother treated lunch - oh it's Sushi King 😋😋😋😋 thank you, Along!🍱🍣🍜🍛🍙🍘

We went to Aeon Klebang & my sister in-law wanted to buy some presents for her friend's baby boy who turns 1 year old. My brother was interested to buy a new shoe for my niece but couldn't because the arcade seemed to catch her eyes more. When we said " Cantiknya kasut. Jom pakai. Beli kasut baru jom" she replied "Taknak!" Omg this girl 😥 hence Along bought 5 tokens & we played several games. When we're about to return home, she didn't want to give a cooperation. My sister in-law starts to bribe her saying there's a merry go round where she can play & ride on a white horse. 😂 My dear baby niece started to throw tantrums when we actually rushed to Sushi King for lunch 😅 oh god, her mother felt sorry for her & brought her to Kidzoonia where it's a place for children to play. It was her first time there & she played joyfully 🌸🌸🌸
That's the struggle when you become a parent. I can't imagine how am I going to raise my kids in the future. I hope I will be a strict mother 😂 & of course a loving mom 💚

At the end of the day, I cooked dinner with my sister in-law. We made Carbonara with Spinach & the taste is tasty!!! It's a great combination of mushroom, spinach & chicken breasts with grated cheese & full cream milk. Oh no cholesterol!!! Do I care?!😂 Thus, my brother suggested me to play Just Dance. It's a dance game, where you need a camera along with the PlayStation remote connected to your TV & of course Wi-fi. I dance several songs & tried to beat his perfect score!Lol 😂😂😂 I was drenched with sweat & panting catching my breath. I don't know whether it can cause my cheek slimmer or not 😂 hahahha but still my body felt sore. Muscle stiffness 😭😭😭

I'll update more entry soon 🌸 Thanks for reading 💚

Warm regards,
Autumn Tears 🍁
-Badik Chan 😁

Silent readers 🌸

Peace be upon you.
I'm having my mid semester break for a week right now so I'm currently at home. Alhamdulillah I'm in the pink of health and I hope you too 😊
My sister, Kakcik decided to travel back home once she knew I will spend the rest of the days in Kuala Kangsar, Perak. Of course I'm over the moon because I haven't met her since September after her graduation day in Adelaide. So many things to do but so little time. I wish my holiday is longer than a week. Sobs 😞😞😞 I have to cope with my studies too & it stressed me up. Please pray for my success. Ameen.
Anyway, what's with the entry today? It seems curios right? To be honest, I'm anxious about this after gossiping with Kakcik 😂😂😂 Well, Kakcik told me that she had a silent reader who read her blog.lmao!!! But you know what, it seems creepy because that anonymous tend to message her personally on Facebook. Maigoddd what is this?does it sound like Mystic Messenger😂😂😂 hahha sorry I'm really into MM though I have stopped playing it after finishing Jumin's route.hehe 💜
It's uncomfortable though if that happens to me.hahaha Do I have a silent reader too? Haha if I do, whoever you are thank you for reading my entries although I used to speak out my mind here & talking nonsense lmao Sorry for annoying you with these posts since 2009 hahhaa 😂😂😂 My sis told me that she was only joking by writing "please boost up my spirit to further my Master in UIA" & it turns out that "he" took this opportunity to personally message her on Facebook. 😱😱😱😱 I dare to challenge any silent readers to do the same.hahahha * if you have the guts to do so 💁💁💁

Well bye then! See you on my next post!
Warm regards🌸
Badik Chan 😁

Warning! Don't read this 💁

Salam to all.

I just want to share something that is not beneficial here to the others so I hope that nobody is going to read this entry. Hahaha I should make it private instead but nevermind. If you happen to drop by please rethink to read. I have warned you earlier! ⚠⚠⚠I'm not responsible if you tend to throw up.🚮

Well, I have been busy recently with assignments and quizzes. Upcoming tests too! Life as a student is very hectic but I try to find some ways to get rid of stress. While scrolling on Twitter 🐣 one of my highschool friends is talking about a game. She's into it and it makes me curious and anxious what kind of game is that since I was once a freak gamer (*Facebook games lol -Pet Society, Baking Life, Candy crush,Dinner Dash,Hell's Kitchen) She introduced me an apps called Mystic Messenger. This app is popular nowadays within girls. I guess that it will be fun to give a try so I downloaded on playstore.

Regarding it's name, we tend to know that chatting virtually is a part of the rules. And the most important thing is the characters are animated just like an anime and oh btw it's in English version so it's not a problem at all to play although if you receive any calls from them- they speak Hangul which is Korean Language but you still can understand as there will be subtitles provided. So this game is actually an otome game *you know what I mean right. I have never tried otome games before so it's a bit uncomfortable at first. Yes you might say I should focus on my studies and don't waste more time playing games *I know okay don't blame me here lol I told you earlier, if  you think that this entry is kind of a trash stop reading it and go back do your own work. I'm just trying to express my feelings here⚠⚠⚠⚠

I am so lazy to tell you the plot because I haven't finished playing it. For your information, I've been playing it for the past 5 days. It was just like a dream because you are in a chatroom and you can have a chat with everyone as well as message them personally and even having phone calls. Basically you've been told by an unknown to go to an apartment. It's like a mission and suddenly you have been accepted in a chatroom and the members thought you are a hacker but actually not.because it could cause a chaos, so they need to welcome you as RFA member and plan on holding a party by inviting various guests around the world.

So, your part is actually a party coordinator as any emails from the guests will go directly to you. It means you're a part of the organisation and it is such an important role! It makes me excited and I was like wow the members are cool,funny,kind and good looking too! Hahaha Animated characters are always 💣💣💣💣 Of course there will be a guy who hates you because he doesn't trust a stranger and that is super annoying!😒😒😒 Those who are kind are always warm and makes you feel happy and maybe touch your heart?💚💘💢 

I had a crush on a guy name Yoosung 🙊🙊🙊 oh my god I'm blushing here. He's 21 years old and a university student. Hey we share the same age 🙋 He loves gaming and pretty easy to talk to. But yeah he sure is busy with classes and his games so I rarely chat with him 😞 sometimes he calls and tell about his daily activities however I don't think the relationship is blooming at all. I even make some efforts calling him but he didn't answer yeah busy with his games 😪😪😪 he's naive sometimes and that's make him cute Lol! I was hoping that I get into his route for the 5th day and guess what?! I GOT A BAD ENDING and I don't know why!!!😭😭😭😭 I just want to cry out loud because I play the game regularly for the past 5 days. And the most annoying part is I have to play it again from the starting day. Gosh! I feel like I've been wasting my time. 🚮🚮🚮🚮🚮🚮🚮🚮🚮🚮🚮🚮🚮🚮🚮 

For a beginner like me who play an otome game, it's not that bad right.hahahhaa. I feel sad and I think you the readers can feel my agony right now! My temperature is rising like seriously!!!!😰😰😰😰 RIP Yoosung x Badik 😂😂😂 But still I want a happy ending. So I play again today from the first day. Maybe you could wish me luck for at least have a happy ending instead of a BAD ENDING like before. Oh please!!!😭😭😭 Check out some photos of him that you would say wow Kawaii etc 😂😂😂

He's experiencing tachycardia because of .... HAHAHHAHA 😂😂😂😂

Oh cooking is his hobby by the way 😂😂😂

I wish I could upload more photos but the internet in my college is not that great. A typical problem whenever I try to log on the Yes4G WiFi 💁💁💁 hey, I am used to it lol. Basically the game is like this. Try it if you find it interesting. That's all from me. Kurom Chinggu ya~!

Badik Chan 😎

From Sydney to Adelaide * Aussie aussie aussie Oi oi oi

Kak Cik is a fresh graduate

from The University Of Adelaide *

Assalamualaikum readers!

Dah lama tak update blog *sambil sapu sawang. Baru-baru ini, dalam seminggu gitu aku travel ke negara orang putih yang pertama. eceh *sebelum ni aku banyak pi negara asia je contohnya Jepun, Hong Kong, Singapore, Thailand, Indonesia. Beb, aku bukan dari keluarga yang berada, aku travel ni pun bersebab okay. Takde la saja2 nak spend almost 3.5K untuk berjimba ke apa. Aku pergi bertujuan. Kakcik konvo. Actually, aku dah lama teringin nak pergi melawat Kakcik masa 3 tahun dia study kat sana tapi takde rezeki *ticket flight mahal weh T_T so,aku nekad bila lagi nak pergi kalau bukan konvo dia kan. Secara logiknya, aku ada banyak masa untuk menabung before fly. Yeah masa ada tapi tabungan tu paham2 je la HAHAHA tu pun nasib aku dapat JPA. Kalau takde memang bye2 la.

Kakcik pun plan la macam2 tempat yang kiteorg satu famili boleh lawati. Kami pakat pilih flight MAS dari KL turun Sydney. Mulanya nak terus direct pergi Adelaide tapi ticket direct mahal. Lagi berbaloi beli tiket domestik Sydney ke Adelaide. At the same time you kill 2 birds in one stone. Kau boleh jalan2 Sydney dulu then baru jalan2 kat Adelaide. Best kan.hehe Well plan :D 7Sep - 14Sep 2016 trip kami. Cousin aku ni study kat NZ, so kiteorg ajak dia mai sekali. Awal Sep kan, memang kuliah baru start. So ko boleh relate the dots yang aku ni tuang kelas minggu kedua. *nak buat macam mana terpaksa tapi banyak kelas cancel sebab minggu kedua tu Hari Raya Haji. Kalau aku ponteng pun, tak jejas apa2. Lecturer takdak kelas pun takdak. Lol

Aku diuji dari segi awal semester. Cousin aku pulak assignment bertimbun. sian weh dia kena buat research proposal. Ditanyanya aku pasal research methodology. HAHAHA ilmu tu ada tapi dia samar2. at least aku ada la jugak membantu sikit :P Kat oversea, kau tak pergi kelas pun takpa. Lecturer tak amik attendence so selamba badak la cousin aku tu xde seminggu.Lol Kak yang pulak sian penat on call la, ada shift la kerja staright ja takdak cuti pasal dia minta cuti kat bos nak pergi ke luar negara. Yang lawaknya, ada no Sabah telefon dia masa dah sampai Sydney. Macam kena cari sampai lubang cacing. Pastu lepas balik Malaysia dia terus naik flight balik Sabah & esoknya kerja macam biasa. Kalau aku jadi Kak yang dah lama demam. 8jam perjalanan dah boleh jet lag. Pastu ko kena naik lagi 2 jam stgh. Mohon tabah Sis. Dan Kakcik busy dengan kehidupan sebagai budak master di UIA. Nasib dia dapat SV baik. hahaha Tapi aku tau dia stress sebab takut tak dapat nak fulfill her SV's high expectation. Abah pula pening2 macam vertigo. Yup abah aku dah berusia. Beliau ada minor stroke. Tak kuat macam dulu. Ni nak travel ni pun kiteorg risau gila.Takut jadi apa2. Kan news sekarang ni bnyak Malaysians collapsed pastu tak mampu nak bayar medical bils yang melambung tinggi sebab takdak insurance. Alhamdulillah kami selamat pergi dan selamat pulang.

Sampai ja Sydney, kiteorg beli sim cards. 10$ 1.5GB tapi tak boleh call orang.haha okay la, number antara kiteorg boleh call free. yang lain tu boleh je call whatsapp.apa guna 1.5GB tu kann. The best part is Kakcik ramai kawan,so accomodation kiteorg takdak masalah. Aku rasa kalau tak confirm lagi banyak pakai duit nak bayar duit hotel etc. hewhew. 1st day, kiteorg pergi convenience store beli Opal Cards. Card ni guna utk transportation.Kau nak naik bas atau ferry boleh guna. Tapi dia tak macam Jepun or Hong Kong *Suica Card or Octopus card boleh beli barang dapur etc*. Lepas tu kiteorg naik bas pergi Circular Quay. OTW tu nampak la UNSW beso tapi tak sempat pun nak teroka sbb takdak masa. Kakcik kata kat situ bangunan dia macam Harry Potter. Melepasssss. Sampai Circular Quay jalan la keliling tu. Ada Opera House. Boleh nampak Harbour Bridge. Ada Gelato!! it's gluten free so it's halal. aku first time beli ice cream kat sini cam terkejut jugak pasal boleh taste semua. Pastu end up beli 2 scoops in a cone je pun.HAHAHA. Tak silap aku ice cream dalam 8$. Kiteorg beli Pistachio & Caramel ape benda entah. Sodap!!! Kiteorang pun beli fish & chips. 1 ketul fish tu 2$. kita beli dalam 4 kot. Meh nak belanja gambar sikit :P

Semua jadi kanak-kanak ribena

dapat Gelato :D

Fish & Chips

Harbour Bridge

Opera House

Lepas tu, kami naik ferry pergi Darling Harbour. Sampai sana Pergi Paddy's market. situ lah tempat aku beli ole2 korang ya UTMians. Situ je pun yang murah. Kakcik kata kat Adelaide mahal. Ya aku tak nafikan memang mahal.Banyak beza. So korang yang plan nak bercuti kat sini pakat mai ramai2 gi Paddy's market naa. hehe.

Naik Ferry

Suasana membeli di pasar :D

Dan malam tu kami dinner ramen. Nama kedai tu Kung Fu Ramen. Boleh la. Part lawak bila aku & cousin makan satu dish ni tak ingat apa nama dia tapi rasa macam taucu. Masin beno!hahaha 2nd day, kiteorg rent a car. Rate dia aku tak ingat haha. tapi bila bahagi lima dlm 22$ sorg utk sehari. Kau darab je la 5 eh. Kiteorg rent 1 hari ja pun. Road trip tu Katoomba, Blue Mountain. Highway kat sini banyak speed track. kau jangan laggar undang2 ya. nanti melayang 300$ yg lebih kurang 900myr. Duit tu boleh pakai macam2 tak pun tu gaji sebulan utk sesetengah orang. hewhew. Kat Blue Mountains ni dia banyak lookouts. Kiterog pergi ja mana2. Mostly tempat menarik kena bayar so kiteorg tak pergi pun. Nama pun budget trip kan. Tak yah nak membazir anak-anak. Sini mountains kan, so ada lah tetiba 3 gunung daik muncul yang dinamakan Three Sisters. HAHA. Abah siap melawak lagi there are many sisters lol sebab banyak gunung.

Three Sisters

Tetiba aku rasa comel

tanpa kaca mata. HAHAHA

Kasi can la

Badik hipster_

3rd day tu dah bye2 Sydney naik flight pergi Adelaide dalam 2 jam jugak la perjalanannya. Hurm yang ni no comment. Kakcik & Cousin aku tertinggal flight. Diorg lewat sebab hantar kereta sewa. Pagi jam pulak n salah masuk lane kena pusing cari parking.Sudahnya kena beli tiket baru sorg 170$. Kami pun kumpul la duit hulur sikit sorang pasal kasihan.HEWHEW ni la Drama Graduasi Wan Syafiqa Meor Hissan. ahhhaha even terlepas flight, mesti ada cara juga nak pergi konvonya! Adelaide suhu dia lagi sejuk daripada Sydney. Mak aiihh macam masa winter kat Jepun dulu ja 10degree weh. Menyesal tak bawak jacket winter Jepun T_T Aku pakai berlapis2 tapi still tak tahan. Pastu hujan. Waktu ni early Spring so wajarlah masih sejuk. Flowers pun x banyak yg nak bloom.hahaha, Sebab suhu sejuk, seharian tu tak keluar or buat apa2 even sampai Adelaide awal.Tido awal.hahaha. Balut badan selagi mampu.Lol!

4th day, rent kereta di airport.Hari tu roadtrip to my favourite place!!!ZOO!!! Gorge Wildlife Park. jengjengjeng. So korang boleh expect la aku bergambar dengan Koala, kanggaroo etc. Macam2 species binatang jumpa, serious tak sangka boleh jumpa meerket depan mata. dulu dok tengok kat tv animal planet ja.hewhew. Jumpa Wombat, & macam2 lagi aku pun tak tau nak habaq apa dah. Ada otters!hehe comel ja memerang. Mai sini aku belanja gambar ikat tepi.

Baby Koala ni

suka aku, kot :P

Kanggaloo Labbit!

Asal dia tengok

Kakcik camtu weh :D

Lepas tu kiteorg teruskan perjalanan pergi Hahndorf German Village. Sini, aku teruja jumpa chocolate frog, jelly slugs & Bertie Bott's Beans Harry Potter.Aku & cousin are potterheads so you can imagine how excited we were! Sebab semua mahal akhirnya beli Bertie Bott's tu sebab 5.5$. ok la tapi kau convert dlm 16.50myr hahahaha mampu gelak je lah. Kat sini just tour around and solat. Dia ada Hahndorf Fudge. Weh kalaulah boleh makan ice cream masa tu. yeah aku & kakcik puasa sunat hari tu. Tapi waktu berbuka dapat jugak makan ice cream Conpenhagen. Sedap macam Gelato!

Siapa yang Potterheads

mesti teruja macam kami xD

Jumpa Licorice,

cekelat yang Mr Dahl suka 

masa kecik tapi tak

sure halal ke tak.hewhew

Ni namanya

Sorga :3

Jump high to the sky

Glenelg Beach

Tu diaaaa

Conpenhagen

Berbuka puasa

Sunsetting with sisters

5th day, Hari Raya Haji hence we did the sunat prayer first at Bonython Park. Tiba2 tengah solat hujan rintik2. Pastu makin lama makin lebat. Redah je la hujan tu. Sejuk dia usah cakap la.hurmm. Malam smlm tu kiteorg masak rendang & bihun sup menu Hari Raya.Hehe. Gigih beno. Best jugak beraya di perantauan. Ni first time.Cewahhh. Lepas tu jalan2 di Adelaide Central Market beli buah borong okay.haha sini first time try avocado. Yang penting I boronng coklat cadbury, hazelnut coles, youhgurt. Sini susu 1 litre 2$ je. murah. Cheese 2.50$. wehhh mne nak dapat cheese murah kat Malaysia??? Then pergi Rundle Mall.Jalan2 kat city.Basically tu je yang kitaorg buat hari tu.

Salam perantau guyss!

Rundle Mall

Make a way for

Pinkish Badik!

Menu Eid Aidil Adha

6th day, Graduation day! Kami ke University of Adelaide, Spend most of the time there. hewhew. So, Congratulations Kakcik. We're very proud of you.Keep it up! Alhamdulillah semua dapat masuk Bonython Hall. Degree of Biomedical Science Graduate!

Pilih bunga

Dalam Bonython Hall.

Macam dalam Harry Potter

A bouquet of roses

Architecture dia macam

church sikit sebab Adelaide 

ialah city of churches.

Tahniah Kakcik!

All the best for

your future endeavours!

Nak bebel

Assalamualaikum.

Post hari ni nak bebel sebab fade up dengan mentaliti masyarakat melayu. Aku tak tau la post kali ni bakal viral ke tak sebab mostly Malays suka viralkan benda-benda remeh ni. Kalau kau nak sentap silakan. Bukan aku kesah pon =..=

Aku dah lama pelik dengan perangai masyarakat ni. Hari ni tiba-tiba pulak rasa nak luah satu kali. Jenis yang tak reti nak guna ayat sopan santun bila berbalah ni dah lama aku perhati. Weh, tak guna kau alumni sekolah berasrama penuh @ kluster yang orang dok canang satu Malaysia bakal doktor, jurutera, arkitek, guru dan paling penting bakal jadi menteri tapi perangai macam hareeemmm. Kau kat sekolah dulu tak belajar ke adab? SPM terang tang tang straight A tapi nilah jadinya bila kau tak praktik langsung adab-adab yang kau belajar dalam Pendidikan Islam.

Ya semua orang ada perasaan marah. Cara kau nak kawal marah itu yang membezakan EQ kau dengan orang lain. Aku nak cakap satu ja, jangan cepat melatah. Kan kau dah sembur semua ayat pedas lagi berapi yang langsung tak menunjukkan ciri-ciri orang berpelajaran. Sorry la beb. Kau terlalu kebudak-budakkan. Macam mana kau nak jadi imam kalau hal remeh macam ni pun tak reti nak handle. Tepuk dada tanya iman.

Buat adik-adik yang bakal masuk ke alam universiti, kau ingat ni baik-baik. Bila dah masuk Uni, kau bebas boleh buat apa yang kau nak tapi kau tak boleh lari daripada bermacam-macam masalah terutamanya masalah kewangan, study, kawan, tempat tinggal dan family. Kau kena pandai balance study dengan aktiviti kolej. Kalau boleh balance, kau teruskan. Kalau tak boleh, dah besar kan? Pikir sendiri mana yang lebih penting buang yang tak penting tu jauh-jauh. Jangan kau hanyut. Kau akan berperang dengan masalah emosi jadi kau kena pandai kawal emosi. Pandai-pandai la sendiri nak join usrah ke supaya kau tak hanyut dengan sandiwara duniawi ini. Nanti lama-lama kau akan rasa perubahan sama ada baik atau buruk dalam diri kau. Kau akan lebih bermuhasabah diri untuk dekatkan diri kepada Allah SWT. Confirm terdetik dalam hati yang aku tak pernah pun nak amalkan apa yang ustaz ustazah dok bebel waktu sekolah dulu.

Kau jangan cepat mengalah kalau first semester kau result jatuh. Senior selalu kata, waktu first year ni la result kena gempak, dekan 4 Flat! Kau jangan percaya semua tu. Kalau jatuh, kau usaha lebih untuk semester yang seterusnya. Ingat ni, jika ada kemahuan, di situ ada jalan. Kalau kau study bersungguh-sungguh, in shaa Allah kau dapat apa yang kau nak. Memang la makin kau naik tahun, subjek makin susah. Tapi tak mustahil kau boleh dapat dekan kalau usaha kau all out!

Satu lagi, kau redha je lah kau dapat sambung study kat mana pun. Kat Malaysia ke oversea ke terima jelah seadanya. Kalau dapat sambung kat oversea tu gempak la kan tu bonus untuk kau. Kalau kat Malaysia pun bagus apa. Jangan kau nak down kalau kau mati-mati nak pergi oversea tapi kau tak dapat. Rezeki Allah nak bagi kau kena bersyukur. Ingat, ramai lagi orang yang nak sambung study kat luar sana tu tak dapat, kau insan terpilih dalam berpuluh-puluh ribu orang kat Malaysia ni. Once ada peluang, jangan lepaskan peluang tu. Kau tanam hasrat untuk study demi mak ayah, family dan masa depan kau. Kalau nawaitu betul in shaa Allah dipermudahkan.

Setakat ni jelah Hakak Badik nak bebel. Maaf perkataan agak kasar.

Yang benar,

Badik Chan :D

Selipar buruk

Assalamualaikum :D

Post hari ini dalam bahasa Ibunda, maklumlah bahasa kan jiwa bangsa * Cewaahhh :P Lama betul tidak menulis dalam bahasa Melayu (kekok) eh tak da lah sahaja xD Maaf sekiranya tatabahasa yang digunakan tidak menepati piawaian, siapa entah Cikgu BM dulu mengaku cepat * Maaf Cikgu, anak muridmu ini nakal sejak meninggalkan bangku sekolah selama 4 tahun. Kalau bukan Cikgu yang mengajar bersungguh-sungguh dahulu tak mungkin Wan Sujaihah peroleh A+ BM SPM 2012 ahahahha. Mana tidaknya, setiap Rabu kami satu kelas 5 Sains 1 wajib baca terlebih dulu cerpen Komsas *itu belum masuk prosa klasik tradisional boleh pening dibuatnya macam vertigo. Dah, cukup sudaah mengimbau zaman sekolah. Kita bukan nak cerita pasal tu, tapi pasal selipar.

Eh kenapa pasal selipar pulak? Jeng jeng jeng
Ingat tak dulu, saya pernah update status di laman muka buku *Facebook laa mek,

Fahamkan sahaja bila print screen, saya malas nak edit crop status itu sahaja.

Tahu apa sudah jadi dengan selipar tersebut? Saya temuinya kembali sewaktu solat sunat Hari Raya Aidilfitri di surau. Saya bagitahu Kakcik bahawa, saya ingin melakukan satu jenayah besar * sebenarnya itu bukan jenayah sebab saya tuan empunya! Usai solat sunat, terus bergegas keluar tanpa menghiraukan orang lain dan akhirnya, saya tinggalkan selipar buruk yang saya pinjam sebelum ini dan mengambil semula selipar hak mutlak saya. Rasa seperti seorang jaguh ketika itu HAHAHA dan kami menunggu kehadiran Abah di laman parkir kereta namun kelibat Abah tidak kelihatan.

"Kakcik, mana Abah ni? Adik takut nak masuk balik perkarangan surau, dah la buat kerja jahat ni"
"Dah lama sangat ni dik, jom la kita tengok Abah ada kat mana"
"Ye lah"

"Encik, Cikgu Meor di mana?"
"Saya rasa dia ke rumah terbuka undangan Encik sekian sekian"

Boleh pulak Abah tinggalkan kami T_T rugi tak ikut Along balik naik motor tadi, Ciss * Berkumandang lagu raya Dendang Perantau sebagai latar belakang HAHAHA. Sebelum pulang berjalan kaki bersama kakcik, saya memberanikan diri meninjau tempat letak kasut bahagian wanita tadi. *Curiosity level up!

Selipar buruk yang aku tinggalkan itu masih cantik tersusun rapi tidak diusik. Apakah?! Pelbagai persoalan bermain di minda. Orang tu balik kaki ayam ke? Kenapa dia tak pakai sahaja selipar tu. Apa yang telah aku lakukan! T___T Tak berniat pun ingin menyakitimu wahai hamba Allah. Saya cuma ambil hak saya. huhuhuhu Adakah saya bersalah dalam hal ini? Tepuk dada tanya diri sendiri.

Penangan selipar buruk tidak berhenti setakat itu sahaja. Pagi tadi abah menceritakan perihalnya ketika menghadiri surau semalam. Tiba-tiba ..........

"Adik, Abah saje tengok tempat letak kasut, Orang tu sampai la ni tak ambik2 selipar dia"

HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA


Badik tak bersalah. Harap maklum

NOKTAH



Sekian.

Raya 2016

Peace be upon you readers (:

Regarding the title above, I feel so blessed to be able to celebrate Eid Mubarak with my family. All praises to Allah. Alhamdulillah. Celebrating Hari Raya this year with my relatives at Kampong as well as becoming a true woman ( I mean my cousins & I are the true warriors of Hell's Kitchen hahaha because my Opah is a brutal Gordon Ramsey :D LOL ) Hey, it's tiresome but we are the only girls who are needed in this play. It seems like an ugly fate however, when I try to figure this out by looking at a different angle, it gives benefits to myself. From zero to hero. From an amateur to a champion. From a nobody to a Miss Perfecto!

I learnt how to cook Mee Teng, a Chinese Noodle Soup from my uncle familiarly known as Ayah Taiping. Well, I gained a great experience although I need to fry the garlic paste until golden brown which takes about almost an hour with just a small flame while my hands tremendously stirring the mixture without a rest. Sobs * I would cry with joy because I endured this T_T Mom, you must be so proud of me because Adik is able to cook. May you rest in peace, Al Fatihah for my late Mom, Nurizan Binti Ahmad. People kept coming to Teratak Opah and we the "Sado" girls were busy preparing food for the guests and the most annoying part is washing the dishes. It didn't stop from morning until night. My sis, Kakcik said to me, " Adik, we should wear T-shirt and kain batik instead of wearing our outfit of the day" LOL! HAHAHAHA Yeah I agree with you so much =..=

I have been spoiled for the rest of my life so these house chores are difficult for me at first. I think I have become lady-like after 21 years old because I did the chores without resentment HAHAHA I should be proud of myself because I could say that " WAN SUJAIHAH BERAYA DENGAN MATANG " wuuuuu * drum rolls . Leaving Ramadhan somehow makes me feel sad. I don't feel like this before ( maybe I was too young too dumb to realize the miracle of the holy month ) No more terawih prayers, sahur & fasting. I hope I can meet Ramadhan again " O' Allah, please don't let it be my last Ramadhan, Ameen ". May all our deeds will be accepted in Shaa Allah :)

My previous entry was telling my to-do lists, right? I'm telling you most of the lists are completed. Alhamdullilah I could smile from ear to ear * I'm on cloud nine! HEHE


I ate Korean Ramen bought from Aeon Ipoh ( oh, Ipoh is listed as one of the lonely planets- so proud of you, Ipoh Perak!!!) remember I told you I want to eat Shim Ramyun naahhh I bought Original Samyang because I couldn't find any HAHAHA ( The taste is nice, not bad okay ), That melting egg yolk halfly cooked with curry Maggie was super delicious during moreh ( after terawih prayers ) Guess what, I treated my family members , Sushi King ( because I'm glad to know I got DL for this semester Alhamdulillah) and we went to Taiping mall eating Seoul Garden HAHAHA This is what we call obsession. Food obsession makes me a happy child!hehehehehe :D Oh, the best part is my driving skills are getting better. Abah keeps saying Adik will bring him around Johor Bahru & Angsana. What?! Abah oh Abah, Adik will only drive around UTM hahaha The truth is I am scared to drive . I need a co-driver. I don't know whether I have the guts to drive alone sobs. I can drive but I need someone beside me. Oh help me boost up my confidence level please. I hope my plan to drive to UTM will be a success. I just plan but Allah will decide. Who knows. May He ease everything for me. Ameen.

That's all for now. Bye peeps!

1st day of Hari Raya.

 2 of my sisters are not in this picture

 as well as my brother in law & nephew.

(Kak Yang berkhidmat untuk KKM & rakyat jelata)

(Kak Ngah beraya di Kuantan belah mertua)

Yours sincerely,

Badik Chan :D

-Autumn Tears