I would like to go to Innisfree.

Hello readers! My current mood is not really stable. I get irritated easily and I can't help myself to stop being angry without any reasons. I don't know why but I'm hoping that my life will get better. For your information, lots of things to do for the time being.

The upcoming tests! I'm sick of it =__= stay back for co-curriculum activities for 3 times in a week * it feels like I am studying in boarding school- no difference with normal daily school *, problems in study, prefects and etc. How am I going to manage my life if it is like this?? Any idea?? hurmm -____-


I'm so sorry to my juniors *well I don't know both of them* because I scolded you guys during the assembly in the morning instantly. Yeah I'm not in a good condition..huhu

For those people who felt annoyed with me for a few days, I'm sorry. I don't mean to hurt you guys especially to all my dear prefects in SMK RPK.My intentions are good.Don't get me wrong :)

GOOD LUCK FOR THE UPCOMING TESTS!


YOURS SINCERELY,

Autumn Tears.

School _duh!

Dear Diary,

I'm now a FORM 5 STUDENT :) Alhamdulillah. Allah has given the chance for me to live until today - I can still feel the gentle breeze,enjoy how fantastic nature is, study to death or specifically finishing homework' and the most important thing is being loved by my beloved family and friends :) Well, I'm not really ready to be a senior.HAHA. No aura for school in me.hehe.. Maybe it's because of my last year results didn't come out well. Number 6 out of 32 in 4 Science 1. ==' errmm? Okay, so this is the time for me to prove myself. Big exam, SPM make sure that you'll be tackled by me easily ;) *eyes blinking >>> e.g of some perverts like me :P HAHA* Hurry up! Do fall in love with me :P


As you can see, the picture above is my new class :) 5 SCIENCE 1- The members are overall 32 same as last year like 4 SCIENCE 1. I met some new members in my class and there is a new student from Putrajaya who exchanged into RPK too.For the first week of school, lots of homework given by the teachers. Oh god~! *this is too much* What can I do? Instead of grumbling, it's better to start doing it. That's the fate for all Form 5 students in Malaysia. 9A+ come to me baby! *ergghh-crying & sobbing*


PREFECTS IN RAJA PEREMPUAN KELSOM*!
We have new policies for this year, 2012. Puan Hillaliah is the new Secretary for our Prefectorial Board and Pn Faizah is appointed to be the head of the discipline teacher. Good luck to all prefects in SMK RPK :) Do the best in your work-

*TUITION INDERA*
I can't help myself from skipping again T___T huuu- I need to pay more attention from now. My agendas to Penang must be postponed. I hate my life like this.seriously~! But can't decline :(

*FESTIVE SEASON*
Chinese New Year is around the corner! Yeay~! I can rest myself for 2 days.erkk, at last, I'm relieved! ^^ * feeling delighted*

Yours sincerely,

AUTUMN TEARS - SENIOR GIRL :)

Hilarious Day :D

Hello peeps! (: Today is a hilarious day for me and Yaya.heee :DD After tuition, we went back home together but before going home, I accompanied her to Pustaka Shafie, a book store to buy some Form-5 reference books.Then, she messaged Tyhah whether she knew which Novel & Komsas Book for form 5 students that has complete notes and suitable for the SPM candidates.

The funny thing was when Tyhah replied us to find books that are published from "Utusan Malaysia Publication". o.O?? How are we going to find the book anyway. It's hard to find, okay. So we asked her again if she can tell us what's the cover of the book and the author..FINALLY -____- we found it.huh- It's easy to know the cover rather than finding the publisher.erkkk.. Tyhah is full of humour. HAHA :DD


This is the funniest part and the CLIMAX. Oh..I can't wait to tell you this! Okay, take your deep breath and prepare to laugh out loud:

Yaya wanted me to help her withdraw some money in Cimb Bank. That account and the money belongs to her Alang. We went to the bank and I taught her how to withdraw. Do you know, how did she try to insert the card?oh gosh! Yaya, yaya..HAHA..she doesn't even know to insert the the card in the proper way xD. We should insert the card by putting the chip get through the ATM Machine first :) She did not know how much money that her Alang wanted too so, she just guessing RM xxx and I made everything for her. It's kind of freaky when we couldn't withdraw any money. I made a conclusion that the machine is faulty.

We moved to the next machine. I smell something fishy as the next machine responded the same! Oh..At last, we figured it out why. =___= It's because the money that we wanted to withdraw is not enough~ ==' HAHAHHAHA :DD Then Yaya started to withdraw smaller amount than the previous. She said that if she went to the bank alone and confront this situation, she might not withdraw any money and went home empty handed.

Oh Yaya.When I'm always with you, funny things always happen between us! :)As what you said, these funny things will be memories that we will always remember in the future. Well, you're right! ^^

Your sincerely,

Blithe AUTUMN TEARS-

Sorry T___T

Maaf, Sorry, Gomen, Mianhae ..
I just want to dedicate those four words for mom and dad.

I know this is all my fault..I had attend my school speech day every year and I feel really sorry for myself for contributing futile efforts for the fourth year.yes i'm not attending that for 2011. T___T
This is due to my less effort, mistakes n etc. I know I did a very big mistake but I only have one word to say right now>>> SORRY T_________T

my add m3..i'm a bit piss off..yeah..why can't i get at least 1 mark to get the A??hurmm :( my science subs are getting low..but I MUST NOT GIVE UP!!! I'm feeling envy with my buds ..they're going to attend the speech day~ I just don't feel okay..mom and dad did scold me.I know I'm the black sheep of the family :'(
why can't someone gives support and motivates me when I'm down. I HATE IT!!!

Teacher Lela did have a talk with me after chemistry.She said that my results are not really standard in MEOR HISSAN'S FAMILY T________T I just felt that a stone is hitting on my head..aiyaaa. my current mood: SAD. I got number 6 out of 32..It's bad isn't it..*smirking


your sincerely,

Crying Autumn Tears.

RHB Mighty Minds o.O

salam.
dear diary :)

the first thing i want do is to>>>burst out laugh out loud!!ahahaha xD oh my god.hilarious moments for the three of us, me-badik-, ana and dila..haha LOL..ok..let me tell u a-z about this competition.ermm.well, form 4 students like us certainly did our best attempt to "hentam kromo" whenever form 5 topics were given..xP ahaha. and..guess what >>> lots of general questions and that part =='......erkkk.gave me goosebumps !

bro sujairi mmg ade mulut masin =,= he told me if i didn't help him before going to Ipoh, our team >>> disqualified for the next round -_______- aiyoookkk. we did :P out of 60, we were in number 37. hehe =_= it seems that we are in the category of the average/middle minds?? haha xD

congratz to the other teams as u guys deserve to be qualified o.O and as for us, we headed home after the 1st round *blush...* never mind_ we got the experiences :) who knows we might have good luck next time ;) do be positive in thinking ^^

Hard to imagine

salam . its hard to imagine how i can manage my life like this..sometimes, even i have rubbed my eyes a few times, i just can't believe it.this sort of life does seem ridiculous too. its no doubt. i don't know why there are too many obstacles and my question is how i can endure? i feel like i'm going insane and i guess i really need someone to give a shoulder to cry on. from one problem to another. i just can't take it anymore! why is this world damn cruel?? is it my fate to undergo troubles?huh...i need space !

ustaz, i hope you'll check again. :) its for my future.do consider it. teacher, for your information, there's no perlembagaan in 2009's report.i don't bluff you. i'm serious.
to my dearest god, why are you giving me such a hard time? i guess i need to get back to school for the stuffs that are very important which were left due to my carelessness. hope that you'll help me to keep them save by the time being. there's no one who can help me. its only you.

MCYDS (:

erm.well.no comment =_= hehe. yea i do admit it was cool + awesome ^^ fuh _ fatigue ma~lack-sleeping @_@ but as for me we should grab this opportunity...experiencing new things with the others surely sounds interesting, right? space was absolutely given for youth.we did sharing ideas, knowing customs and cultural of the other countries, enhancing critical thinking, getting along with people from all walks of life ;) - malaysia, indonesia, phillipines, thailand, india, pakistan - hurmm.. just one word to describe it >>> Stupendous !

Participants from RPK me, dila and puteri were the first and the earliest students who arrived at MCKK. haha :D LOL i was a bit shocked as there were flashes everywhere. :P i mean lots of photos were taken for the first arrival. hehe. then, cg zaidah accompanied us to complete our registration form. here check this out :-

try to guess which one is me :P

zhafran or zharfan =_= hehe..sorry i can't remember your exact name :P was the chosen one to be our facilitator :) he was extremely kind and did help us a lot ;) next, we headed to our room which is their dorm called pavillion no 7. the day continued until we had our 1st dinner and had some sort of games for the ice-breaking session. fun but i hate when we should stepped on a newspaper with our partners squeezing or whatever you had to do so that we would stay still even though the paper had been folded for several times. well, girls like me, we wore our baju kurung.how come we can win this game ~_~ no wonder most of us loss ..booo! =_=

the next day was exhilarating and adventurous but giving me butterflies in my stomach.erkk. @_@ we had to present our www project and yea they told us we're the second school to present.unfortunately, it seemed that it was not our luck ! RPK was the first presenter. gila x_X
so with shameless face, all of us went in front and ........... haha :D embarrassing moment for me =_= uhuk2 *coughing. the q.a session was next. i guess it went smoothly x_X huh _ and fyi, i did leave my foot print or specifically vomited dinner dishes at a port, a drain near the haegrieves hall that night.haha due to stomach ache.erghhhhhhhh. i became popular for a while..yes!!??? *_* (tue2 budak yang muntah) hey, so? =_=

present.present.present






watch out for the killer questions!! =_=

we had fun staying at pulau pangkor for 2 days..come on lets view these pics ^^ :-

after dinner ;)




RPKIANS!!! :)
from the left: Puteri, Dila, Badik (Me)





girls ^^

back at MCKK on Thursday evening, in a speed of light, i changed into this magnificent baju kurung..hehe :P

nice outfit eh?? ;)

and here it is >>> the dinner banquet at Perak Royal Palace

4 dishes were served.for the appetizer, palatable prawns *drool, creamy mushroom soup with garlic bread, main cuisine was scrumptious fillet with tomato sauce and sweet orange brownies :P

now let us have a peek on exhibition :)

preparations_

Gambatte Kudasai! :)

well here's the result 8)

haha :D those moments will always bear in my mind ;)

your sincerely,
Wan Sujaihah Tsukushi -Badik-