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Kesayangan. My lovelies!

Dear readers,

Peace be upon you :)

How is it going guys? Fine during this Ramadan Mubarak? 4 days left before the upcoming Eidulfitri. The day of our victory! Alhamdulillah. All praises to Allah SWT. 

I have been so busy recently. Tired of doing the chores, of course! But I hope this challenge given by Allah will train me to be a loyal daughter for my parents. It is indeed making me realized that we, as caliphs have to live to the fullest by aiming not only dunya but both dunya and akhirat. We do not know when is the right time to be returned to Him so, we have to prepare ourselves by doing good deeds as much as we can. Based on the global issues nowadays, my heart achenes so much! Please save Gaza and help the Palestinians. The mystery of MH370 is not resolved yet and to my surprise MAS airplane, MH17 was crashed!

O Allah, please help us, I humbly send my prayers to Allah the Almighty :'(

He's Al-Faatir, the creator. We, caliphs belong to Allah and verily onto Him shall we return.

Okay, I miss my life in matriculation or specifically Penang Matriculation College. Yeah, I have been there as a science student for a year. My sis, Kakcik asked me, which phase that I like the most. Definitely my life as as a matriculation student! HAHA :D  I told her that. Well, I am different from others,* I think so because people usually miss their school life.Me? I don't know.   It is an honor for me when I was appointed to be the Head Girl of SMK Raja Perempuan Kelsom, Kuala Kangsar for 2012 session but frankly speaking I don't really admire my school too much. hehe. Don't be mad rpkians! Maybe this is because my personality which is introvert and I do not have a good rapport with the staffs and teachers plus juniors. Certain teachers that I adore only are the ones that I used to feel comfortable with but I don't speak much too with them. I speak when is needed because I am not a talkative person!

I become annoying and talkative with people I love :) hey,that's a fact! Wan Sujaihah's fact :D I don't think  science is an interesting subject in school especially Physics. well, I feel like an idiot answering 3 Physics papers for SPM without knowing what the questions actually want! erghhhhh!!! I am just lucky to score B in Physics. fuuuh! And I feel so grateful to be one of the KMPPians for 2013/2014 session because the lecturers taught me how to understand Science subjects better and I am madly in love with Chemistry during my 2nd semester because Miss Wong is the best teacher ever in the world! hehe Thank you for the knowledge teacher. I miss you :) Seriously, a lot of lesson and moral values can be discovered in KMPP.* and the most important thing is Module 3 Science students learn Computer Science which is something new and good bye Physics in my life!* For your information, I am an exchange module student. Because I really hate Physics, I applied for the module exchange from H3P5 to K3P4 :3 

I learn to be independent although the ugly truth is I was homesick for the first 6 months which is the 1st semester. I can't believe how weak I was before, crying all the time and always confront with the biggest fear which is STRESS! My roommates Ain, Faz & Mimi are the ones who enlighten my days. They always comfort me when nobody is going to fetch me home to Kuala Kangsar, Perak my hometown. At least, we did activities like other students do such as watching movies and marathon Korean dramas! hehe I have cool buddies in K3P4. We are just like a one big family :D I miss them. Everybody has their own specialties and this make us unique, hey! We live while we're young! HAHA. The most awesome memory is when we participated in a choir competition!Everybody tried their best. It didn't matter if we do not have beautiful voices but at least we tried to sing loudly with the correct pronunciation! I know sometimes I am moody especially during the choir practice. Just imagine how busy I am, that night, we had to go for Chemistry extra class from 8 p.m until 10 p.m. Then, we continued singing "One Thing" and "Live While We're Young" by One Direction until 11 p.m.

After that, light off announcement  was heard. and we must go back to our niche, me at A3-2-1 (Sri Ixora) That was very tremendous!! and my tutorials were not finished but I don't remember what did I do because I don't think I was scolded by the teachers! hehe and the best part is the next day was quizzes for Biology and Science Computer! Oh Crap!!!! I just accept the fate.  Funny but totally a mental torture! *,,* I remember the time 1 week before the final examination, a couple of days before our study week, we met at the basketball court making a big circle after Isyak.Each of us said sorry, apologise and confess everything for this one year friendship. It was so sad and I almost cried. We are strangers at first but a bond suddenly developed as time goes by. I hope this bond is everlasting! That night after Biology papers, which is the last paper, we met again. An enormous cirlce is made again. A4 papers were passed to each other. We jot down about our impressions toward our K3P4 members. We played truth or dare. Crazy moments back then.lol! I was asked whether I fall in love with a guy- I chose  "truth" instead of dare. HAHA 

The UPU result is just around the corner. We will be going different pathways after this. All the best my sporting & cool K3P4 members! May Allah bless us  :D Amin. Do the best and let the past be past. Just a word from, Wan Comel : Keep Moving Forward!

Love you guys so much! :)

Lab Coat Day :D

Yours sincerely,   

Wan :3

Sayang Abah!

Assalamualaikum pembaca sekalian! :D

Salam Ramadhan Mubarak :)

Yeay, entri kali ini dalam bahasa ibunda kerana penulis inginkan suasana yang santai.hehe. Pedulikan tatabahasa yang salah.Gaya penulisan kali ini lebih kepada percakapan Bahasa Melayu dalam kehidupan seharian.Semoga terhibur dan mudah untuk memahami cerita yang ingin disampaikan oleh penulis :3

Okay, sayang abah!hoho. Abahlah hero, orang kuat dalam famili, pendidik *abah cikgu* dan macam2 lagilah! Walaupun Abah kite dah menginjak usia 60-an tapi abah tetap kuat. Boleh lagi memandu dan buat kerja2 org muda.Cayalah abah. Hero Malaya niiii. Dah2 cukup2 sudah memuji :P

Hari ni, macam biasa abah ke pasar untuk membeli  barang dapur. Bila dah balik, tiba2 je abah tanya

 " Adik, ingat lagi tak anak kawan abah ni. Dia dah nak pergi Nottingham.Mak dia tanya Adik sekarang buat apa. Abah ckp la tengah tunggu nak masuk Uni "

" Oh. ingat2.Wah untung la dia.Amik kursus apa?? " aku membalas.

" Entahlah. Abah tak tanya pulak. Medik kot. Eh takpe, nanti adik pergi Monash ye. Mak Uda cakap keluaran Monash hebat2 belaka" bersungguh-sungguh Abah menyatakan hasrat di hati.

" Alaa Abah.Takde rezeki la Adik nak ke Aussie. Tuu, salahkan scholar, takmo bagi adik pergi interview.huhu.Abah sedih ke Adik tak daapat sambung study ke luar negara?" saja bagi soalan cepu emas!

" Abah sedih " jawab Abah.

Eh2 Abah aku ni, sian pulak aku rasa. Takpa lah Abah rezeki org masing2. Dari dulu lagi, nak suhh pegi Ottawa, Canada, hajat tak kesampaian. Masa study week dulu, ada peluang nak dapat Scholar MyBrainSc, tapi tak lepas pulak Ujian Permata Pintar UKM 2. Bapak pening aku jawab soalan IQ tu. Siap Abah dan Mak amik kat KMPP esoknya terus ke Ipoh jawab kat Sekolah Tunku Abdul Rahman. Lepas tu hantar balik ke Penang.Essok paginya baru aku dapat balik A3.2.1 study balik semua subjek yg dah terbengkalai buat 2,3 hari. Adoi.*tepuk kepala.

Memang besar pengorbanan Abah aku ni. Belum cerita Mami lagi.ish2. Sian Mami, berjuang melawan penyakitnya itu. Semoga Allah panjangkan umur kedua orang tuaku, murahkan rezeki mereka dari segi kesihatan, kewangan, kebahagiaan dan paling penting semoga dapat  berjumpa dengan mereka kembali di Jannah! Amin ya Rabbi! :) Takpe Abah, teruskanlah berdoa. Tambah2 pulak dalam bulan Ramadhan ni kan. Lepas ni nak keluar result UPU/USM. Semoga kursus yang Allah dah tetapkan untuk Adik adalah yang terbaik di mana terdapat banyak peluang kerjaya dan dijanjikan gaji yang lumayan!

Nanti bolehlah Adik belanja Abah & Mami macam yang Kakngah & Kakyang selalu buat.hehe. Tak lupa juga boleh belanja sekali kakak2ku yang sporting + Abg aku yg sorg tu. Okay! Deal. Jangan lupa doakan kejayaan Adik ye. Amin :D Saya sayang keluarga Meor! wuwuwuuw * drum rolls * Abah kalau nak sangat Adik gi sambung oversea satu hari nanti doakan Adik selalu ye. Manalah tau, kot2 dapat sambung Master or PHD.haa Abah boleh ikut Adik! Nanti buat pernigaan Nasi Ayam kat sana. Seronok students Malaysia nanti.hehe :3 Haa satu lagi, mintak2 la dapat biasiswa. Amin.

Serious beribu2 ringgit banyak habis semata2 perbelanjaan perubatan. Adik tahu kita ni commoners je. Kalaulah kaya, dah lama boleh je jadi private student fly sekarang jugak! HAHA Eh angan2 yang tak kesampaian je tuh. Takpe nanti Adik study rajin2 tau. Biar dapat 4 flat setiap sem.Amin. Baru boleh jadi best student. Nnt ade je laa org nak taja gi sambung oversea.hehe 

Don't worry Abah. Be happy as always. I love you! :* You are our joker in Meor's family. May Allah bless you with His endless blessing! It's okay, 2 daughters of yours had been studied in Manipal & Adelaide. Me? Only Allah knows. If Allah wills, I'll be pursuing my next level in this wide world somewhere. But for now, Malaysia is my chosen country, tanah tumpah darahku! Ada la rezeki kita nanti. Semoga Abah sihat selalu.

Love,

Adik.

Sentap

Dear readers,
Peace be upon you.


Hello everyone. Nice meeting you again on Greatest Story Ever Told. This is my first post in July. Ramadhan Mubarak falls in this month of July 2014. Alhamdulillah, all praises to Allah SWT for giving the greatest gift for Muslims to repent or seek for forgiveness and most definitely collecting rewards due to the good deeds! Congratulations for fasting. May Allah ease everything especially to refrain from hunger and thirst.

I will not be posting a new entry without having a sizzling news to tell. So, can you guess what kind of story will be written today? Okay, although we have reached the month of Barakah, I don't think it is wrong to criticize something. As for me, it is good to tell the truth instead of keeping it as a secret which leads you to be regret for facing it alone without gaining advice or sharing the problems to the others.

I really hate someone who does not value friendship. I admit that I am an introvert person and I usually face some difficulties to mingle with other people. I do have friends but not many. I treasure my friends like my family too although priorities come first for family members. I have a friend. A so called friend. She is too good to be true. She is nice, clever and petite. I love being around her but she was meant to be one of the SBP students. We keep in touch on the social media. She always congratulates me when I perform well in my studies. 

We both scored straight A's in PMR 2010. Straight A's students usually pursue their next level in Science stream and so do I. While SBP students will definitely be pursuing their studies in Science stream. We are both pure science students. At the age of 16teen, I found myself an identity confusion. This is all because of Physics, Chemistry, Biology and Additional Mathematics! I could not perform well like I always did the 3 years back in secondary school. She was doing good in her boarding school. I felt envy for the first time but I know I had to get rid of this feeling.

It was SPM trial examination for 2012. I did my best and I know she can do way better than me. The exam was over. She sent me a message on facebook asking about my grades. There, I know I found something wrong about her. She was not like the one I used to know before. Maybe she thinks that she is too great and genius ==' Although she does not boasting about her excellent achievements, she does not want to stay longer in our long conversation.

21/3/2013, the date which announced the SPM result for 2012. I got 7A's and 2B's. I feel grateful too although  I didn't get straight A's. She does not text me like she usually did. No messages from her until now. We do not keep in touch. I stalked her facebook profile. She scored straight A's! To my surprise, she manages to further her studies in Jordan. However, I don't know what scholarship and course that she's into. Maybe medicine but never mind. I was informed that she was studying in UTP before pursuing in oversea university. There is no relation between  an engineering course that she studied before and medicine. There is a contrast there!

It is okay my dear friend for doing this to me. Stay happy with your current life because I am happy with my life now without you. I am not stupid, for your information. I manage myself to finish my one year science matriculation program. Science stream is not bad after all although I found myself an identity confusion before. Don't ever find or talk to me when you need me someday because I never forget what you had done to me unless  you say sorry and apologize. I may be good but I will never be fooled again.


Yours sincerely,   

Autumn Tears

Destined

Dear readers,

Peace be upon you :3
Regarding the title, what kind of entry should I write?Well, to tell the truth, it is all about my life after I ended my matriculation program. Before swapping my story, I've came across with this : How to be popular? specifically, being acknowledged by other people form all walks of life, world wide just by creating blog? HAHA I look like a desperate person! It is not what you think dudes, calm down okay! hehe. I wonder?? hurm. Because, a couple of days ago, my practicum mate, Khai asked me to shed him some light on blogging and that kind of stuffs. So, as a blogger for 5 years, why not I give him some help. Amateurs must learn from the experts,right? HAHA Just now, I was blog-walking and I found some interesting blogs. and hey, their followers, Masha Allah, more than 50 K. Can you believe that? sobbing. Sister FL, or Fatin Liyana, how can I be like you- feeling down to earth. Google this by yourself :

http://honeykoyuki.blogspot.com/

Before we start talking nonsense and so on, let us straight to the point, The main idea of this post today :)

That is just a piece of my mind. I still remember when I was frustrated (*menonggeng) after my PSPM 1 result which is so-so CGPA 3.68 for the first semester and I wrote that on the 1st January of 2014. woahh.

I know Allah SWT has something special for me in the end. And maybe I am motivated by friends, roommates and of course Mom and Dad, siblings to move on and let go of the past. As a result, I struggle hard for my 2nd semester and it turned out well but not as high as expected which is only CGPA 3.93 for my PSPM 2. So, basically calculated my overall pointer for my 1 year Science Matriculation Program is 3.68 + 3.93 then divide by 2 to calculate the average pointer equals to 3.8 which is okay, I am grateful because JPA's minimum requirement is CGPA 3.75. I am way up high only 0.05! HAHA- Hopefully for this time, Allah SWT grants my d'ua. Amin. I really need scholarship, indeed- feeling meh_

I need to improve myself before pursuing my degree in the month of September.Wake me up when September comes.hehe Why? Because, I am still lacking of cooking skills. I admit that! How am I supposed to get married?EH- out of sudden! No. How am I going to be independent? That's it okay! Don't get me wrong with the statement "married" It is not the right time yet!HAHA. Lucky me when I stayed in Ipoh with my sister in law, I cooked by myself some simple dishes such as Chicken soup with macaroni, chicken fillet seasoned with turmeric, chicken fillet with oyster sauce and my super duper omelette creamy mayo!I am an amateur in cooking but I will never stop trying unless I quit. No one in my family is a quitter including me.(ye ke?) 

Next, I am still scared to drive. Pathetic me :( *crying. What's the point of having a license? but I never drive since I finished Matriculation? Well, there are two manual cars owned by my parents and they don't mind letting me use the cars.Manual??erm, I do not have the chance to learn automatic cars yet- No automatic cars at my house unless Sister Syakira brings her auto Proton Saga and Sis Syamimi brings her auto Almera home. Kancil is just the right choice for me to learn driving.But I don't remember the last time I drive a car. Maybe 2 or 3 times after I passed JPJ driving test. and that is a year ago!! *_*

Arggh I think that I am just a spoil brat :/ because these things can't be handled by me easily. Wake up, Wan Sujaihah! You are not a baby anymore. You are 19teen!!*sad. Dad and Mom are getting older.I can't rely on them too much.I need the courage to improve myself better than yesterday and before. Mom is not feeling well and the house is like a chaos! Who else should be a maid without payment?- That would be me. huhu. nahh it is okay, after all I am freaking free like a bird! 3 months to go for holidays, brothers and sisters. Wish me luck then! and oh, pray for my enrollment in University :) and scholarship too :* May Allah shower you with His endless blessings! Amin.

Yours sincerely,   

Autumn Tears

Mentaliti Masyarakat

Peace be upon you, readers!

While I was enjoying my breakfast at a stall with my parents, out of the blue an old man probably having the same or older age than dad approached us and started chatting with dad. He ordered some food and sat near our table. Dad was having fun talking to him. He asked me where did I studied.

"Adik belajar di mana?"asked the uncle. "Oh, saya baru tamat pengajian satu tahun Matrikulasi Pulau Pinang" I responded. "Haa 4 flat ke??" he added. "Taklah pakcik, 3.68 sahaja" I replied.

"Kenapa tak dapat 4 flat?apa lah. Bukan belajar satu tahun saje?Dah satu tahun tu patutnya score exam. Ini tidak" he criticized with a sarcastic voice.

I was shocked.But what should I say instead of giving a big fake smile to him. This makes me get mad. Our Asian culture is not supportive at all! At least this uncle should give me some courage and motivates me to score 4 flat but as you can see he criticized me and  made me look down on myself! This is definitely a big difference with the Western culture which I usually get to know that the people are always being supportive by saying "well done! good job! you can do better next time :) or congratulations!"

Oh dear uncle, why is it so hard for you to say simple words like that? I hope you realized as soon as possible. Just a suggestion, why don't you put yourself in my shoes? It's not as easy as a pie to score with flying colours in any courses especially in science stream. Just imagine how much should you spend your hours dating with books. What if you don't understand certain topics?It's stressful you know? You don't know what it's like. So, welcome to my life my dearest Uncle! =_=

Our Asian parents are usually boasting about their children's achievement in examination and nowadays trend is definitely where is your son/daughter pursuing his or her degree.Is it foreign university or local university? If your child gets to be accepted in foreign university, everybody is getting excited  by giving compliments and etc such as wow!that's cool and awesome.when will he/she fly.what's the name of the university. I am so proud of your son/daughter's achievement. How about local university?oh really. good luck then. well, that's all?? -,- oh come on!

I would like to say that either foreign or local university, it is just the same! The courses offered are all the same!Either you study in Malaysia or other countries, if you study Medicine then the others are also studying Medicine. Is there any difference? Yes you might say there is because there are four seasons in Europe meanwhile tropical season in Malaysia. Please, Allah SWT had created humans from all walks of life. Although we don't have the same nation, religion, race we have the same fluid flowing in our veins which is known as blood which is also the same isn't it?

I would like to justify that people should change their negative perspectives. Please grow up and be an optimist. No matter who you are, no matter where you are,we are alike. Please view at different angles when seeing or discussing something. I hope you can get the messages from my points of view. Please be noted.

Yours sincerely,

Autumn Tears

Why me?

Dear readers,

Peace be upon you.

Hey, I am waiting for my UPU result. May Allah SWT  grant my du'a to be able accepted in one of the Universities in Malaysia since I don't have that so called 'good' luck to go for an interview for MyBrainSc scholarship.For your information, you might regret by not choosing me :P I have the qualifications that are needed *I am complimenting myself * It is worth having me okay! haha. Please ya Allah, please let my pointer pass for this time to apply for JPA Scholarship >_<  Amin. Yeah I need to hunt for scholarships, I don't want to be a big burden for my parents. Furthering studies in the next level costs a lot! Although my parents can afford it but I don't like it. I need to show my abilities too in order to get any scholarships. I seek for your help, Allah the Mighty :')

It is kind of stressful day today too. As dad said " Adik ada power" okay, what does it mean? It means that I have a power that attracts people around me, I mean my family members. Everybody needs me. It seems that they can't live without me :P so, why me?

The first reason is : Dad needs me to help him in the orchard. As I posted in the previous entry about my dad is running an oil palm plantation in our orchard, my strength is needed indeed.

Next: Mom is not feeling well since I was 14teen. She needs me beside her to look after her. Well I am used to it.After all, mom raised me for 19 years so it does not bother me either.

Along: He's working abroad this time. He needs my help to look after Kak Long. Just a week. Bro is closer with me than the other siblings. Getting help from others might be a little awkward?haha *just kidding

Kak Ngah: I had worked with her during my 2nd semester to help secondary students for English who will be sitting for SPM 2014. I love being a tutor :) I might see them again on 16/17  May however this dates clash with Kak Yang's vacation day. I guess that I will do some charity works this time rather than indulging myself with fun activities during Kak Yang's vacation.

Kak Yang: She has been stressed out recently. It is hard to be an intern in Taiping Hospital. All I can do is only pray for her. She'll be sitting for her medical examination before pursuing her next posting in surgery.She needs her own space and a vacation. She wants me to tag along. I don't mind but I have to help Kak Ngah with the charity works. I am so sorry dear sis.

Kak Cik: This person seems okay. She does not need any helps from me I guess. hehe. I hope she is in the pink of health in Aussie. Hey, we had face-time on iPhone just now :3 It is good to hear Elsa's purring. oh how I wish to go to Adelaide someday. Please let my dream come true ya Allah :D

Having discussed the matter above, it is clearly proven that I am needed by everyone in my family :P This might due to my characteristics which are loyal, good and hardworking xD That's all I can conclude.

Farewell everyone!

Yours sincerely, 

Autumn Tears

Aku & KMPP

Assalamualaikum pembaca sekalian :)

Alhamdulillah, akhirnya tamat sudah pengajianku selama satu tahun di Matrikulasi Pulau Pinang sebagai pelajar aliran sains. Okay tengok ni sat :

My ex- Practicum K3P4 *me in the middle wearing a dark violet scarf*

Kepada adik2 yang mendapat tawaran ke matrikulasi, tahniah dan semoga berjaya di matrik ye! Syok sebenarnya kalau dapat KMPP. Walaubagaimanapun, still jangan biarkan sifat malas menguasai diri anda sebab malas itu membunuh. Nanti tak pasal2 kecundang di tengah jalan *ini yang paling menggerunkan*

Kalau dah dapat matrik, first sekali mesti set minda untuk study elok2. Bukan apa, matrik ialah salah satu institusi yang macam fast track program sebab kita dok setahun je dik. Lain lah kalau ditawarkan untuk masuk 2 tahun. Bagi adik2 yang dapat program 1 tahun, korang jangan lepaskan peluang ni. Jangan main2 & ambil mudah dalam semua perkara.*dengar nasihat senior ni :P Ramai yang buat endah tak endah tu selalunya ditawarkan ke PDT (Program 2 Tahun) @ istilah "tendang"/keluar dari Matrikulasi,

Akak kat sini memangselalu stress,haha.Tutorial +lab report bertimbun-timbun.Tiap2 hari kita akan belajar benda baru.Kalau sekali tak faham jangan biarkan anda terus sesat.Buat sesuatu sebelum terlambat.Ini serious!Lecturer@cikgu kat sini sangat membantu.Tak faham je boleh jumpa,Jangan segan.Tapi sebelum jumpa try fahamkan dulu.Selalunya cikgu akan tanya soalan sebelum kita nak tanya,haha,Kalau tak nak kena marah @ sebagainya be prepared ye.Prepare yourself first!Tutorial pastikan siap.Yang tak tahu boleh tanya cikgu kat "pentat" *bangunan pentadbiran @ office cikgu.Kalau darurat,tak pe kot cuma takut sikit la masa tutorial session kot2 kena panggil jawab kat depan or tulis jawapan kat whiteboard.Buku past year nanti semuaa orang akan dapat. Buatlah supaya dapat memantapkan pehamahaman adik2. Macam akak dulu, lecturer Chinese math, suruh hantar past year + tutorial setiap kali hbis chapter.aishh susah kot =_= banyak kerja tapi nak buat macam mana. Terpaksa pandai agih masa.

Bukan maths je, cikgu tutorial kimia pun selalu suruh buat chemfriend *booklet past year* Tapi akak memang sayang giler kat teacher tu, Miss Wong. Dialah cikgu yang paling akak suka sbb dia ajar sempoi.Fasih BI & BM. Dia buat kita macam kawan je.Kalau adik2 yg masuk KMPP dapat mentor@cikgu tutor KIM@cikgu kuliah KIM Miss Wong memang best la!Korang akan fall in love la dengan Kimia lepas ni.hehe :) Next untuk Bio, tutorial so far okay, Past year booklet dia banyak soalan struktur.Essay selalunya lecturer akan suruh adik2 buat yang mana penting je. Nanti kalau dah siap chapter apa2 la untuk bio & Kimia datang lah ke office untuk check jawapan. Kadang2 tutorial session pun cikgu akan bincang past year :) Akak ni Modul 3, tak amik Fizik so tak tau la pasal Fiz. Akak amik Sains computer. Utk sem 1 science computer macam Bio je. Korang kena banyak hafal. Serious sem 1 tak susah :) Sem 2 je mcm perggghh. sbb kena belajar programming. Kita akan jadi computer programmer ye :D Akak pun blur2 sikit bile nak buat looping,selection punya pseudocode dlm C++ programming.sequence senang la. pling syok soalan PAK AMIR utk session 2012/2013 final pspm. bakal programmer usha lah soalan tu nnt.minta kat lecturer nak tgk soalan tu.kuang kuang kuang T_T

Nanti pandai2 la pilih kawan. Jangan pampered diri sampai tak study.Nanti susah di kemudian hari.Tak syok tau kalau kena marah dengan lecturer.Malu satu. satu lagi dpt result yg ciput2 je pointer.Tak ke rsa bersalah kat mak & ayah?Fikir2kanlah wahai adik2ku. Memang study tu seksa.Akak dah alami.Kita kat sini setahun je.kejap sangt.Akak pun tak percaya tamat pengajian matrikulasi 2013/2014. Rasanya baru je hbis SPM 2012 & masuk KMPP akhir bln Mei.Tiba2 dah ada kat rumah layan lappy ni ha! hehehe

Nanti masa awal2 masuk adik2 akan berjumpa dengan Mr Chalie. haha.Jaga diri baik2.Risau kot chalie ni buat love bite ke ape ke kan. Alhamdulillah la akak selamat drpd gangguan chalie ni.hoho.Waktu nak dkt hbis sem 2, musim bunga! Nanti ada la rasa feeling ala2 kat Jepun dikelilingi bunga sakura. Sekarang trend monopod. ber'selfie' lah anda dengan bunga2,best!!! :) Tengok ni :

Akak dengan roommates! :)

A3.2.1 dalam kenangan :')

Setakat ni je la yang akak boleh share. Doakan akak dapat pointer bagus untuk PSPM 2 ni. Manalah tau dapat 4 flat :D Amin. Semoga berjaya adik2! Once a KMPPIAN, always a KMPPIAN.

Yours sincerely,  

Autumn Tears

Kmppian 2013/2014