Less than a month

Salam :) Hey there! Regarding the title, everyone might guess that SPM is getting nearer. Yes! It is. Frankly, I'm not sure whether I'm fully prepared for the coming exam. It's pretty sad to know that I only get 5A's( 2A+,2A,1A-) for my trial rather than 9A'S. One of my friends scored 9A'S for her trial.superb! I'm totally scared to death right now! I'm hoping that my science subjects are getting better for the time being (1 month) I am praying to god so that He will grant my dua'. Ameen_ I don't know why I'm feeling a bit depressed. I feel confuse and I need space- I would like to be in peace. I am tensed up.When knowing your friends' grades are better than you =.= what do you feel? It feels frustrating,depressing etc. I need to boost up my science subjects. Those 4 electives !!! esp chemistry * It really hurts when they talk about their grades.they seem boast although they're not. Right now, for the time being which is less than a month, I hope I can improve drastically and the most important thing is improve very very well or in other word I'm expert in everything-capable of answering easy,moderate and difficult questions. Ameen. 9A+ INSYAALLAH. yours sincerely, Autumn Tears.