Peace be upon you.
Alhamdulillah, I am fine staying in Skudai, Johor which is more than 100 miles away from my hometown, Kuala Kangsar, Perak. 2 weeks in UTM gone blown by the wind like dusts. My first class was a bit shocking. No lectures for 2 classes and fortunately, Prof Dr Mohamad taught me Mathematical Methods 1 on that specific day. I was just like why do I have to face maths again, thought that taking Biology as my major subject would be okay without confronting x and y solving problems.(algebra, calculus and etc)
HOMESICK. I miss Mom and Dad, my cats, my siblings - Kak Yang, Kak Ngah, Kak Cik & Along. Feeling lonely, I am so sick of it * I plan to buy bus tickets for the upcoming AidilAdha. It was my biggest mistake confirming a bus ticket from Kuala Kangsar to Johor Bahru on 6th October 2014 which is on Monday because I have classes on that date! I can't refund the ticket but I can't let it burnt like that. I don't think that this is silly as I take this situation seriously. I have been wandering around the Management Faculty to find my UHAS Malaysian Dynamic lecturer but he was on leave. Then I met Dr Norahim and discuss about this problem.
Truanting is not my style. I am responsible to attend my lectures and classes but as what my personal adviser said must be considered too.He said that what can I do instead of truanting. Hmmm, I am a new University student and I am completely loss in dealing with things like this.I hope Allah SWT helps me within these 4 years to be able to fulfill my dreams by obtaining a high distinction degree. What an enormous problem!
Staying here is fun too.Alhamdulillah as I am still able to breathe, enjoying these beautiful greenery scenes in UTM and making friends with others. I am trying really hard to adapt this situation. May Allah ease everything for me. Ameen ya Rabb!
Yours sincerely,
Autumn Tears
