Peace be upon you :3
Regarding the title, what kind of entry should I write?Well, to tell the truth, it is all about my life after I ended my matriculation program. Before swapping my story, I've came across with this : How to be popular? specifically, being acknowledged by other people form all walks of life, world wide just by creating blog? HAHA I look like a desperate person! It is not what you think dudes, calm down okay! hehe. I wonder?? hurm. Because, a couple of days ago, my practicum mate, Khai asked me to shed him some light on blogging and that kind of stuffs. So, as a blogger for 5 years, why not I give him some help. Amateurs must learn from the experts,right? HAHA Just now, I was blog-walking and I found some interesting blogs. and hey, their followers, Masha Allah, more than 50 K. Can you believe that? sobbing. Sister FL, or Fatin Liyana, how can I be like you- feeling down to earth. Google this by yourself :
Before we start talking nonsense and so on, let us straight to the point, The main idea of this post today :)
That is just a piece of my mind. I still remember when I was frustrated (*menonggeng) after my PSPM 1 result which is so-so CGPA 3.68 for the first semester and I wrote that on the 1st January of 2014. woahh.
I know Allah SWT has something special for me in the end. And maybe I am motivated by friends, roommates and of course Mom and Dad, siblings to move on and let go of the past. As a result, I struggle hard for my 2nd semester and it turned out well but not as high as expected which is only CGPA 3.93 for my PSPM 2. So, basically calculated my overall pointer for my 1 year Science Matriculation Program is 3.68 + 3.93 then divide by 2 to calculate the average pointer equals to 3.8 which is okay, I am grateful because JPA's minimum requirement is CGPA 3.75. I am way up high only 0.05! HAHA- Hopefully for this time, Allah SWT grants my d'ua. Amin. I really need scholarship, indeed- feeling meh_
I need to improve myself before pursuing my degree in the month of September.Wake me up when September comes.hehe Why? Because, I am still lacking of cooking skills. I admit that! How am I supposed to get married?EH- out of sudden! No. How am I going to be independent? That's it okay! Don't get me wrong with the statement "married" It is not the right time yet!HAHA. Lucky me when I stayed in Ipoh with my sister in law, I cooked by myself some simple dishes such as Chicken soup with macaroni, chicken fillet seasoned with turmeric, chicken fillet with oyster sauce and my super duper omelette creamy mayo!I am an amateur in cooking but I will never stop trying unless I quit. No one in my family is a quitter including me.(ye ke?)
Next, I am still scared to drive. Pathetic me :( *crying. What's the point of having a license? but I never drive since I finished Matriculation? Well, there are two manual cars owned by my parents and they don't mind letting me use the cars.Manual??erm, I do not have the chance to learn automatic cars yet- No automatic cars at my house unless Sister Syakira brings her auto Proton Saga and Sis Syamimi brings her auto Almera home. Kancil is just the right choice for me to learn driving.But I don't remember the last time I drive a car. Maybe 2 or 3 times after I passed JPJ driving test. and that is a year ago!! *_*
Arggh I think that I am just a spoil brat :/ because these things can't be handled by me easily. Wake up, Wan Sujaihah! You are not a baby anymore. You are 19teen!!*sad. Dad and Mom are getting older.I can't rely on them too much.I need the courage to improve myself better than yesterday and before. Mom is not feeling well and the house is like a chaos! Who else should be a maid without payment?- That would be me. huhu. nahh it is okay, after all I am freaking free like a bird! 3 months to go for holidays, brothers and sisters. Wish me luck then! and oh, pray for my enrollment in University :) and scholarship too :* May Allah shower you with His endless blessings! Amin.
Yours sincerely, 
Autumn Tears
