Degree

Dear readers,
Peace be upon you :3

The UPU result had been released 4 days ago and it was not a disappointment. To my surprise I was offered to further my degree in Bachelor of Science in Biology which is my interest in a local university of Malaysia which is UTM Skudai, Johor (Universiti Teknologi Malaysia). Congratulations, Wan Sujaihah! hehe :)

All praises to Allah! If Allah wills, I will be going to enroll as a degree student on 31st August 2014. May He ease everything for me. Amin ya Rabbi!! especially doing the preparation * I am busy recently staying in a hospital for more than 1 week* Mom is going to be recovered soon. In shaa Allah. I shall be at home tomorrow as I am at Along's house in Ipoh. 

yeah, I need to open SSPN account as soon as possible * I might choose Cimb Bank because I would like to make Cimb Clicks. PTPN pin number can be bought at BSN bank nearby by only RM 5.I hope I manage to get scholarship for this time .Amin. I am praying for JPA :D Applying for PTPTN is a backup for paying my study fees and supplying my pocket money. If I were chosen by any scholarships, cutting off the PTPN is another solution. So, wish me luck okay :3


My first thought:

I was at 8C Medical Ward Class 1 in Hospital Raja Permaisuri Bainun Ipoh. Accompanying mom is my duty as a loyal daughter. I learnt to take care of people through these whole weeks experience. It was tiring and I almost exhausted. I couldn't sleep at night. Comforting Mom when she felt scared-well, I am used to it. We, dad, Abah and my big brother, Along took shifts to take a look after Mom.I got night shift which starts at 6.30 p.m until 11 a.m on the next day. Mom was hospitalized since 5th August 2014 until today,15th August 2014, 10 days after she is discharged. Alhamdulillah.

It was 10 a.m in the morning and Mom was fasting since 12 midnight. She was doing her scope at the endoscopy unit.It took us about half an hour waiting for her.After reaching Ward Dahlia which is near the Royal Ward (Wad Diraja) I was lucky to see how does it look inside just now before Mom was discharged*seriously, it is enormous!and magnificent too.Princess mood is on.hehe It was nearly 12 noon. I bought mobile data earlier at dawn after sponging Mom and tried to open the UPU website.However it seemed ridiculous because there was no 4G line and the packet data was like a snail! Manual checking! go SMS! I wrote my ic number and sent to 15888.


hurm 15 minutes were gone.I checked the message details-but still not requested. Hedwigs theme gave me goosebumps as a new message was in the inbox;

Tahniah.Anda Ditawarkan Program TS02 di UTM. 

Sila rujuk www.upu.moe.gov.my untuk maklumat lanjut.

Abah was beside me. I told him.then I straightly told my family members in whatsapp group-The Tsukushies Unite!Everybody was shocked because it is too far from Perak, my hometown. Johor oh Johor. Now it is the time for me to be independent.*sigh T___T I don't have any choices. At least a friend of mine, rpkian and kmppian, Lena is in the same boat with the same course as mine!

I don't know.still kind of blur a bit.But I'm having a hard time before this so I guess that I don't have any feelings to describe about it.I accept the fate as I know Allah knows the best for me. May I pass my degree with High distinction! Amin ya Rabbi.So, welcome to University life, Badik. You are a grown up now.HAHA :D *I know but I still want to act like a kiddo. 

Yours Sincerely,

Autumn Tears

Syawal

Assalamualaikum readers! May peace be upon you :)

Alhamdulillah, finally we have reached Syawal and I appreciate this chance to write a latest entry today which is the sixth day of Syawal 1435 H. As I grow up day by day, I have been thinking a lot of matters lately and these made me open up my eyes as it shows how hard and challenging life can be. I am the youngest child in my family and it is my nature to be like some sort of spoil brats. I don't usually do the house chores because I enjoy living alone watching cartoons and playing games or even mind my own business. However, after knowing Mom's unstable condition, I am trying to be a persistent person. Mom is very fortunate to have wonderful prince and princesses who would stand by her and support her no matter what happens. And I am grateful to be one of her daughters. She is lucky to have Abah as her Imam too. Abah is the leader of the family.I am totally amazed with his amazing cooking skills to prepare diet dishes for Mom! When September approaches, I will be away from my family again. As the saying goes, study comes first, I hope I can cope well with my studies in University.Amin.



Kak Cik will be going back to Adelaide tomorrow. She will catch a train from Ipoh at 5.00 a.m on the next day to arrive KL Sentral. It is a bit sad knowing that we will only send her to Ipoh instead of Kuala Lumpur International Airport 2. I admit that all the highway roads are congested! We are only taking a risk driving from Kuala Kangsar, Perak to Kuala Lumpur during this Raya Season. We might stuck in a traffic jam for hours. That is suffocating for me! So, just a simple wish from me, Adik : Study well, dear Purplish Kak Cik. I know you can do it.Let the rest decided by Allah SWT. Just pray like the one I used to tell you before.Mention your good deeds* In Shaa Allah He will ease everything for you :3 Pray before departing. Pray during on board. Pray after arrival. Pray for your journey. Just pray to be safe. oh, and Good luck for BioChemistry Paper. Just do it! Hit it, bash it until you satisfied okay? hehe :D lol



The matured me is born. No wonder, aunties and uncles won't give "duit raya" anymore. Just certain of them gave money to me.hehe. I'm 19teen. The late teens. I can't believe that although I have been rubbing my eyes a few times!I am turning 20 years old next year, 2015. oh my!! * "Adik besar sudah mari.Lu goyang apa?" *crying & sobbing under pillows*  It's okay. I can tolerate with this situation but I can't for last year. Hey, according to Dewan Bahasa & Pustaka, Children can be defined as the age of 1 until 21, so in conclusion I am still a child! Kak Cik Purplish is also considered as a kiddo! Lol. this is very funny!!! HAHHAA :D *okay sorry if my statement is wrong: I guess that it is quite right because I take those words from Jejaka Idaman Malaya, the guy who is a debater from SMK bla bla * because I forget * during 2008 VS with the debaters from SMK Raja Perempuan Kelsom for Debat Bahasa Melayu.hehe. My bad if I am wrong!



This Syawal is very different from the years back. Maybe due to the global issues such as Gaza under attack, where all the Palestinians are not knowing whether they are alive or dead and the breaking news which breaks my fragile heart is MH17, Malaysians are mourning for this tragic accident. Ya Allah please save this ummah! I feel so sad to think about those people who are unfortunate. What makes me realized more is to be grateful living in a peace country, Malaysia. I feel more lucky to be a daughter of my parents and I don't mind being a commoner because there are a lot of people suffering from poverty rather than me. Alhamdulillah for everything! Thank you, Allah! I hope the Uncle, the one that Kak Yang saw during Ramadhan in The Store Mall will be blessed. May he lives longer and stay healthy.This Uncle makes me think twice about my fate because he is not afford to buy branded things for Eidulfitri. I feel like crying T__T Last but not least, I hope everyone is enjoying this month of Syawal. Have a blast year ahead! May all our good deeds be taken and counted during Ramadhan Mubarak. Amin Ya Rabbi! :)



Today's post is kind of short.Sorry for this update entry. I don't have a lot of ideas to write.hehe :B
Farewell!



Yours sincerely,

Autumn Tears