Trying

Dear readers,

November,23rd

Assalamualaikum

It was a typical day. We had  UHAS class this morning & I thought that my group members were going to present our powerpoint assignment on Perlembagaan Malaysia dalam Perspektif Hubungan Etnik.It was totally wrong! 2 groups for 2 hours.ahaha heyyy,that's a long journey to go! & of course sleepy mode turned on.I'm so sorry to all the lecturers who had taught me these past few days during lecture as I could not have the strength to be awake and listen to your knowledgeable information about the subjects!

*I usually don't sleep in class >>> that is my principle but it turns out 360 degrees now.Argghh, I'm just ashamed with myself.How do I be good and improve myself?any idea? 3 weeks less or more to go before final examination. I don't know whether I am quite prepared or not. Having quizzes and tests at anytime during the school days made me want to puke sometimes. The title of "a university student" is beyond my expectation! It's a hectic life.I'm lifeless here :(

I can't imagine how medic students study for their on sake.You need to survive no matter what.I'll just pick a random example which is so much related to me, Kakyang a.k.a Sis Syamimi had gone through it and she's working in Taiping Hospital for 1 and a half years now if I am not mistaken. She suffers a lot. Until now, she always complains about it to my parents. It gave me goosebumps!I believe that whatever pathway you choose, it's not that easy to achieve your goal. It's not always a course which offered you with professional jobs is the most difficult.Every single subject either science,literature,account or the vocational subject has it's own level of difficulties which shows that life is challenging indeed.There is no way for you to take short cuts in chasing for success.

December, 5th
I had sent my JPA documents yesterday,4/12/2014 & for your information, it was a chaos for me. I didn't have a complete set of document to be given to the officers as I did not fill up the online form due to my hectic week with 2 tests.That was a huge problem!I tried to call the technical system a few times & luckily they answered.However, I still couldn't settle it as they couldn't open the online system for the public users as the due date was 3/12/2014.They asked me to call other section,which is the one who gives you the offer letter & I did call for more than 20 times I guess.It was so depressing when no one answered. I was about to cry but I told myself that Allah will help me. so, cheer up self! La Tahzan :(
I gathered all my courage to ask one of the officers, which is Mr Aris about this. He was my life savior! He contacted his friend to open the system only for me by giving my identity card number. I was so grateful to Allah SWT because my problem had been solved easily after so many hardships that I had gone through.All praises to Allah.


This is clearly proven that there's always a way to a problem. Don't ever give up.Nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying. Mabrouk for accepting this challenge! This gives a big impact to myself which reminds me to be alert when doing a task,improving the level of self esteem as I tend to communicate with high officers via mobile phones, gain a lot of courage to interact with strangers by sending an email and of course I learnt to be independent without relying on others as I solved this alone because my friends were busy with their documents too to be settled.



Yours sincerely,

Autumn Tears