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Kesayangan. My lovelies!

Dear readers,

Peace be upon you :)

How is it going guys? Fine during this Ramadan Mubarak? 4 days left before the upcoming Eidulfitri. The day of our victory! Alhamdulillah. All praises to Allah SWT. 

I have been so busy recently. Tired of doing the chores, of course! But I hope this challenge given by Allah will train me to be a loyal daughter for my parents. It is indeed making me realized that we, as caliphs have to live to the fullest by aiming not only dunya but both dunya and akhirat. We do not know when is the right time to be returned to Him so, we have to prepare ourselves by doing good deeds as much as we can. Based on the global issues nowadays, my heart achenes so much! Please save Gaza and help the Palestinians. The mystery of MH370 is not resolved yet and to my surprise MAS airplane, MH17 was crashed!

O Allah, please help us, I humbly send my prayers to Allah the Almighty :'(

He's Al-Faatir, the creator. We, caliphs belong to Allah and verily onto Him shall we return.

Okay, I miss my life in matriculation or specifically Penang Matriculation College. Yeah, I have been there as a science student for a year. My sis, Kakcik asked me, which phase that I like the most. Definitely my life as as a matriculation student! HAHA :D  I told her that. Well, I am different from others,* I think so because people usually miss their school life.Me? I don't know.   It is an honor for me when I was appointed to be the Head Girl of SMK Raja Perempuan Kelsom, Kuala Kangsar for 2012 session but frankly speaking I don't really admire my school too much. hehe. Don't be mad rpkians! Maybe this is because my personality which is introvert and I do not have a good rapport with the staffs and teachers plus juniors. Certain teachers that I adore only are the ones that I used to feel comfortable with but I don't speak much too with them. I speak when is needed because I am not a talkative person!

I become annoying and talkative with people I love :) hey,that's a fact! Wan Sujaihah's fact :D I don't think  science is an interesting subject in school especially Physics. well, I feel like an idiot answering 3 Physics papers for SPM without knowing what the questions actually want! erghhhhh!!! I am just lucky to score B in Physics. fuuuh! And I feel so grateful to be one of the KMPPians for 2013/2014 session because the lecturers taught me how to understand Science subjects better and I am madly in love with Chemistry during my 2nd semester because Miss Wong is the best teacher ever in the world! hehe Thank you for the knowledge teacher. I miss you :) Seriously, a lot of lesson and moral values can be discovered in KMPP.* and the most important thing is Module 3 Science students learn Computer Science which is something new and good bye Physics in my life!* For your information, I am an exchange module student. Because I really hate Physics, I applied for the module exchange from H3P5 to K3P4 :3 

I learn to be independent although the ugly truth is I was homesick for the first 6 months which is the 1st semester. I can't believe how weak I was before, crying all the time and always confront with the biggest fear which is STRESS! My roommates Ain, Faz & Mimi are the ones who enlighten my days. They always comfort me when nobody is going to fetch me home to Kuala Kangsar, Perak my hometown. At least, we did activities like other students do such as watching movies and marathon Korean dramas! hehe I have cool buddies in K3P4. We are just like a one big family :D I miss them. Everybody has their own specialties and this make us unique, hey! We live while we're young! HAHA. The most awesome memory is when we participated in a choir competition!Everybody tried their best. It didn't matter if we do not have beautiful voices but at least we tried to sing loudly with the correct pronunciation! I know sometimes I am moody especially during the choir practice. Just imagine how busy I am, that night, we had to go for Chemistry extra class from 8 p.m until 10 p.m. Then, we continued singing "One Thing" and "Live While We're Young" by One Direction until 11 p.m.

After that, light off announcement  was heard. and we must go back to our niche, me at A3-2-1 (Sri Ixora) That was very tremendous!! and my tutorials were not finished but I don't remember what did I do because I don't think I was scolded by the teachers! hehe and the best part is the next day was quizzes for Biology and Science Computer! Oh Crap!!!! I just accept the fate.  Funny but totally a mental torture! *,,* I remember the time 1 week before the final examination, a couple of days before our study week, we met at the basketball court making a big circle after Isyak.Each of us said sorry, apologise and confess everything for this one year friendship. It was so sad and I almost cried. We are strangers at first but a bond suddenly developed as time goes by. I hope this bond is everlasting! That night after Biology papers, which is the last paper, we met again. An enormous cirlce is made again. A4 papers were passed to each other. We jot down about our impressions toward our K3P4 members. We played truth or dare. Crazy moments back then.lol! I was asked whether I fall in love with a guy- I chose  "truth" instead of dare. HAHA 

The UPU result is just around the corner. We will be going different pathways after this. All the best my sporting & cool K3P4 members! May Allah bless us  :D Amin. Do the best and let the past be past. Just a word from, Wan Comel : Keep Moving Forward!

Love you guys so much! :)

Lab Coat Day :D

Yours sincerely,   

Wan :3

Sayang Abah!

Assalamualaikum pembaca sekalian! :D

Salam Ramadhan Mubarak :)

Yeay, entri kali ini dalam bahasa ibunda kerana penulis inginkan suasana yang santai.hehe. Pedulikan tatabahasa yang salah.Gaya penulisan kali ini lebih kepada percakapan Bahasa Melayu dalam kehidupan seharian.Semoga terhibur dan mudah untuk memahami cerita yang ingin disampaikan oleh penulis :3

Okay, sayang abah!hoho. Abahlah hero, orang kuat dalam famili, pendidik *abah cikgu* dan macam2 lagilah! Walaupun Abah kite dah menginjak usia 60-an tapi abah tetap kuat. Boleh lagi memandu dan buat kerja2 org muda.Cayalah abah. Hero Malaya niiii. Dah2 cukup2 sudah memuji :P

Hari ni, macam biasa abah ke pasar untuk membeli  barang dapur. Bila dah balik, tiba2 je abah tanya

 " Adik, ingat lagi tak anak kawan abah ni. Dia dah nak pergi Nottingham.Mak dia tanya Adik sekarang buat apa. Abah ckp la tengah tunggu nak masuk Uni "

" Oh. ingat2.Wah untung la dia.Amik kursus apa?? " aku membalas.

" Entahlah. Abah tak tanya pulak. Medik kot. Eh takpe, nanti adik pergi Monash ye. Mak Uda cakap keluaran Monash hebat2 belaka" bersungguh-sungguh Abah menyatakan hasrat di hati.

" Alaa Abah.Takde rezeki la Adik nak ke Aussie. Tuu, salahkan scholar, takmo bagi adik pergi interview.huhu.Abah sedih ke Adik tak daapat sambung study ke luar negara?" saja bagi soalan cepu emas!

" Abah sedih " jawab Abah.

Eh2 Abah aku ni, sian pulak aku rasa. Takpa lah Abah rezeki org masing2. Dari dulu lagi, nak suhh pegi Ottawa, Canada, hajat tak kesampaian. Masa study week dulu, ada peluang nak dapat Scholar MyBrainSc, tapi tak lepas pulak Ujian Permata Pintar UKM 2. Bapak pening aku jawab soalan IQ tu. Siap Abah dan Mak amik kat KMPP esoknya terus ke Ipoh jawab kat Sekolah Tunku Abdul Rahman. Lepas tu hantar balik ke Penang.Essok paginya baru aku dapat balik A3.2.1 study balik semua subjek yg dah terbengkalai buat 2,3 hari. Adoi.*tepuk kepala.

Memang besar pengorbanan Abah aku ni. Belum cerita Mami lagi.ish2. Sian Mami, berjuang melawan penyakitnya itu. Semoga Allah panjangkan umur kedua orang tuaku, murahkan rezeki mereka dari segi kesihatan, kewangan, kebahagiaan dan paling penting semoga dapat  berjumpa dengan mereka kembali di Jannah! Amin ya Rabbi! :) Takpe Abah, teruskanlah berdoa. Tambah2 pulak dalam bulan Ramadhan ni kan. Lepas ni nak keluar result UPU/USM. Semoga kursus yang Allah dah tetapkan untuk Adik adalah yang terbaik di mana terdapat banyak peluang kerjaya dan dijanjikan gaji yang lumayan!

Nanti bolehlah Adik belanja Abah & Mami macam yang Kakngah & Kakyang selalu buat.hehe. Tak lupa juga boleh belanja sekali kakak2ku yang sporting + Abg aku yg sorg tu. Okay! Deal. Jangan lupa doakan kejayaan Adik ye. Amin :D Saya sayang keluarga Meor! wuwuwuuw * drum rolls * Abah kalau nak sangat Adik gi sambung oversea satu hari nanti doakan Adik selalu ye. Manalah tau, kot2 dapat sambung Master or PHD.haa Abah boleh ikut Adik! Nanti buat pernigaan Nasi Ayam kat sana. Seronok students Malaysia nanti.hehe :3 Haa satu lagi, mintak2 la dapat biasiswa. Amin.

Serious beribu2 ringgit banyak habis semata2 perbelanjaan perubatan. Adik tahu kita ni commoners je. Kalaulah kaya, dah lama boleh je jadi private student fly sekarang jugak! HAHA Eh angan2 yang tak kesampaian je tuh. Takpe nanti Adik study rajin2 tau. Biar dapat 4 flat setiap sem.Amin. Baru boleh jadi best student. Nnt ade je laa org nak taja gi sambung oversea.hehe 

Don't worry Abah. Be happy as always. I love you! :* You are our joker in Meor's family. May Allah bless you with His endless blessing! It's okay, 2 daughters of yours had been studied in Manipal & Adelaide. Me? Only Allah knows. If Allah wills, I'll be pursuing my next level in this wide world somewhere. But for now, Malaysia is my chosen country, tanah tumpah darahku! Ada la rezeki kita nanti. Semoga Abah sihat selalu.

Love,

Adik.

Sentap

Dear readers,
Peace be upon you.


Hello everyone. Nice meeting you again on Greatest Story Ever Told. This is my first post in July. Ramadhan Mubarak falls in this month of July 2014. Alhamdulillah, all praises to Allah SWT for giving the greatest gift for Muslims to repent or seek for forgiveness and most definitely collecting rewards due to the good deeds! Congratulations for fasting. May Allah ease everything especially to refrain from hunger and thirst.

I will not be posting a new entry without having a sizzling news to tell. So, can you guess what kind of story will be written today? Okay, although we have reached the month of Barakah, I don't think it is wrong to criticize something. As for me, it is good to tell the truth instead of keeping it as a secret which leads you to be regret for facing it alone without gaining advice or sharing the problems to the others.

I really hate someone who does not value friendship. I admit that I am an introvert person and I usually face some difficulties to mingle with other people. I do have friends but not many. I treasure my friends like my family too although priorities come first for family members. I have a friend. A so called friend. She is too good to be true. She is nice, clever and petite. I love being around her but she was meant to be one of the SBP students. We keep in touch on the social media. She always congratulates me when I perform well in my studies. 

We both scored straight A's in PMR 2010. Straight A's students usually pursue their next level in Science stream and so do I. While SBP students will definitely be pursuing their studies in Science stream. We are both pure science students. At the age of 16teen, I found myself an identity confusion. This is all because of Physics, Chemistry, Biology and Additional Mathematics! I could not perform well like I always did the 3 years back in secondary school. She was doing good in her boarding school. I felt envy for the first time but I know I had to get rid of this feeling.

It was SPM trial examination for 2012. I did my best and I know she can do way better than me. The exam was over. She sent me a message on facebook asking about my grades. There, I know I found something wrong about her. She was not like the one I used to know before. Maybe she thinks that she is too great and genius ==' Although she does not boasting about her excellent achievements, she does not want to stay longer in our long conversation.

21/3/2013, the date which announced the SPM result for 2012. I got 7A's and 2B's. I feel grateful too although  I didn't get straight A's. She does not text me like she usually did. No messages from her until now. We do not keep in touch. I stalked her facebook profile. She scored straight A's! To my surprise, she manages to further her studies in Jordan. However, I don't know what scholarship and course that she's into. Maybe medicine but never mind. I was informed that she was studying in UTP before pursuing in oversea university. There is no relation between  an engineering course that she studied before and medicine. There is a contrast there!

It is okay my dear friend for doing this to me. Stay happy with your current life because I am happy with my life now without you. I am not stupid, for your information. I manage myself to finish my one year science matriculation program. Science stream is not bad after all although I found myself an identity confusion before. Don't ever find or talk to me when you need me someday because I never forget what you had done to me unless  you say sorry and apologize. I may be good but I will never be fooled again.


Yours sincerely,   

Autumn Tears