Will be graduating soon

Salam. Hi there. I hope nobody will come across this post because I felt like cursing (opsss in this holy month of Ramadan 😀) Yes! I will be graduating soon. Just had my structural biology online test. What's left is final exam *I didn't study yet because yesterday was crazy, submission of spiral bound thesis & guess what after viva which was the 6 days before submission was like hell! I didn't get enough sleep. Got stomach ache 2/3 times went to toilet & flushed everything out leaving my stomach empty and I was fasting 😠. I didn't go back to my own room because I found it disturbing to do all my work there. It was a better choice to be a nomad, haha sorry Tikah & Dila. I slept over at your rooms & had sahur until today. I wasn't planning on going back but I have to because I didn't have my clothes as well as my laundry is getting bigger. I need to set time to wash all the clothes. And I am confused as my exam is starting on 30th May and a sudden change of Kakak Naqibah & she told me I have to attend mukyyam dahili on 25th & 26th OMG I don't know. Everything is too fast and I haven't study for the upcoming exam like seriously?😩😧😥 Why is my life is too pathetic? I guess that I'm easily triggered with petty little things. I was pissed off easily although it's not a big deal. BUT WHY WOULD YOU MAKE ME LIKE THIS? THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT TO BEGIN WITH SO I'M NOT SO SORRY HAHAHAHAHAA. 4 years friendship in University revealed everyone's dark side which make me feel like puking. I hate to say this but I think most of my friends are fake 😏 Hence, they are not trustworthy only a few which I consider my close ones. Even the one who once closed to me are far away out from my reach and I don't regret it as I felt relieved your true color disgust me. That's why I'm leaving. I don't feel emotional & I don't feel eager to participate in photo session like previous semesters. I feel like please let me finish already and disappear. I don't want to have any involvement with you. I want to live my life freely from negative vibes *ONE OF THE FACTORS WHY I DEACTIVATE TWITTER ACCOUNT* So probably contacting a few people who are NOT FAKE after graduation will do 😊😊😊I hope THE FAKERS are not reading this 😂😂😂If they did, I pray to Allah SWT that they will reflect their behavior as well as taking time to ponder. HAHAHAHAHAH Amin. May the fakers get some light to go to the right path in shaa Allah hehe. So, job hunting? Are you ready??? Good luck dear self!